doesn't anybody even look at the sky lately?
like there's nothing between
me and this screen
- nothing.
no purpose
no moment of wit
no urgent revisions of loyal commitment -
just forget it -
- in this odd object is the origin
and the horizon
- by the time you noticed
it was already over
overwhelmed
unenthusiastic
i guess when you've been through hell
you're okay just making it to the mattress -
but maybe you don't know.
maybe it's not so bad.
maybe we can get together
and share the laughs we used to have ----
- nah.
she said.
i got things going on
she said.
plus it's already been so long
we might as well keep going strong -
she said.
jeez, i mean, i guess i agree.
but look at it like this
- we already have everything we'd need.
- it could be worse, you could fall out of a tree -
- plus it's already beginning to seem, not so bad.
don't ask me why we relapse on a kiss of the past
when there's a smorgasbord of other organs to explore?
sure, we could share all the laughs we used to have
and who knows, worst of all, we could make even more -
too deep and been here before
and i didn't wanna come back
i knew she'd be on the fence
i sat in the same awkward position
going through awful images and thoughts of vengeances
exacted, exactly - I wish we could say why
so no wonder we haven't the time
to eye the sky and imagine lives
where we're happy and calm and by each other sides
no wonder we didn't do this
or find the moment to do that
and we make excuses like
"i wish time didn't move so fast."