His toned good looks defined his face. His jaw dropping Chin has finally found its place. Tom’s Chin is amazing it could never be replaced.


It’s truly a gem defiantly one of a kind. Once you lay your eyes on it you will never forget it.


You will always sit there and wonder how he got it. How would his life be if I cast a spell and made him miss it?


Amelia would not be happy if I made it look as small as a zit. With a Chin like that you know it will always take you places.



I first saw it in Borne Identity attached to Mat Damien’s different faces.
It got me thinking that Tom’s Chin is actually living, and moving around multiplying and breeding.


Because wants it got you hooked there’s no escaping this big Chin.
The 8th wonder of the world hope you enjoy the life of Tom’s Chin


Jidos Reality 7.9.11

I had to write this for you I have to let you know, you always make My Heart Happy but now it’s sad because you got to go.

You picked me up when I was down and showed me how To Smile you always seem to bring life into this Broken Heart of mine.

You truly amazing my Angel you one of a kind, you the happiness to the smile on my face, every time I feel down I close my eyes and remember what you always say.

Don’t worry my friend everything will be okay, and I thank you for this from the bottom of my heart you will always be My Best Mate.

So Good By my good friend till we need another day.

Love Loads JidosReality

Depression Took Him somewhere to a place were his thoughts lived and spoke the truth.


Locked away in A Dark and lonely room, with no windows to look out at the lovely sight of the only full moon.


The Heart Beat of the Earth starts to show it’s rainbow, hiding with Fairies and pixie dust, when magic is created a life is born.


Sweet Smiles and cold Tears till we die, only the memory keeps ones name alive, you Pop a Pill when you have a head ache, I pop a pill to Keep me Sane.


See this brain can not think for it’s self it needs some help, it’s Trapped in a word of Depression all by its self.


Doctors and Therapists try to figure it out, but the deeper they go the more this Depression comes out.


Is it time to give up or should I stand up and shout, take this situation and create it into a laugh that’s so loud.


Depletion took him somewhere were he would never feel proud.


JidosReality 27.3.12

Torn apart were do I start? I felt like a cold bath left all alone so I brought a hot water bottle to keep it warm.


 Decision time split into pieces many personalities would now be needed, my trust was taken and abused put me In a position with many rules.


Hear take this pair walk a day in My shoes! Can you keep a secret? Hide it in your pocket take it home and fix it? 


I looked in the mirror and started questioning what 
my reflection was thinking. I was torn between two worlds slowly drowning and thinking . Now the situation I was in needed a solution to all this rule braking. 


I'm balancing trying to walk on this fine line, I'm been expected to choose if the truth is lie. It's a mad mad world when you in to deep and you close your eyes and you just can't sleep.


Now who do I trust? How did I end up torn apart? All I did was listen and give honest advise when I was asked.


The weak link on this chain of trust will have to be addressed, no more games I'll be playing this stress is madly insane. Trust issues throw out the same door you came in.


I'm still torn apart holding onto the edge of the mountain top, if I fall I will drop if I hold on when will it stop? Either way I'm left with two words "Torn Apart".



JidosReality 19.6.15

Time took away all the freedom I had earned the bag full of secrets was waiting for it's turn.


It felt like Time had stopped but every second had it's turn, with every second came a minute I try to be strong but it hurts.


The hours become days moving fast but slower than yesterday, my mind is numb filled with thoughts leaving a bitter taste on my Tongue.


I'm helpless with no help where's the help when you need help? People turn they faces no body answers your txts. Homeless on the street food banks calling me.


See it's a mistary to me how many people have deserted me. I can't cry my tears are dry from crying all the time.


I suppose I'm cut from a different cloth, poverty cuddles me tight leaving a smell that's about to rot.


"Trails and Tribulations now I'm two steps back silently moving like a shadow in the dark.


JidosReality 20.3.15

Trouble Memories have made us today molded our character and minds created this un for seen future we have left behind.


Cause and effect I think! I lost 6 weeks of my life but gained a moment of reality with a mixed feeling of acceptance with one’s self.


Covered in a storm of happiness wish I had a camera to capture this feeling of completion, as my mind becomes one with my soul.


Like picking up my Knife and Fork cutting into this piece of stake that’s covered in mushroom sauce.


Thinking been waiting for this moment for some time, and as I take my first bite my smile gets a moment of clarity with its self.


Watching the sun set on a quiet Sunday morning, and a warm summers evening, Tingling moments of spontaneous randomness.


My sadness has become my happiness filled with days of loneliness watching the time pass by wondering when will I realize I’ve found myself.


Complete is the suttle word that comes to mind! At peace at last with these Trouble Memory’s.

  
Jidos Reality 1.1.10

Happy Birthday to you may all your wishers and dreams come true, you truly amazing one of a kind your hearts filled with love that always makes me smile.

Every thought you feel and think makes me want to return the love back, you changed my life and I will always love and thank you for that.

You like my mom you like my best mate always there when I need someone to brighten up my day.

I remember when I was sick and found everything so hard, you always seem to find a way to bring my smile out.

Its funny there’s days how everything has changed; I’m much a happier person because of the things you said.

Its true and I’m proud and happy to tell you that you can always count on me, whenever you need to.

Writing this poem is the only way i can tell you.

Jidos Reality 22.9.11

My Tears are lost in a world that screams, That world can be found some-were hiding in my thoughts as they think. 

In this world you'll get lost as all your emotions get ****** out. Love becomes pain happiness rots away, loneliness sticks to you like water drops stick to rain.

Many thoughts Trying to understand why I'm crawling and not able to stand! But understanding that they lost in this confused world in my head that's gone mad. 

Tear drops strangling every tear drop they see smile! Anger consuming the only laughter left in the sky, Insanity patiently waiting no twinkle in it's eyes. 

My reflection trapped in this world in my head that's broken. Voices shouting out!  how could such sad words be spoken? 

My tears are lost in a world that screams! Let me know wen you find the answer to why you don't understand this world in my head that screams.

JidosReality 22.1.17

From the moment we first set eyes on each other, from the first Kiss the first Smile all the times when we held each other.


The late night talks I was hers she was mine we were Lovers,two friendship rings for life we forgot about the others.


The Love that we had was so strong there was no other, nothing could ever come and take away this dream she was my lover.


Her smile held the key to the trust we had build for each other, we watched the day’s go by, with Seconds turning into many Hours.


Many flowers plenty Roses Blushing to the sound of her Heart Beat, we could see the light in our eye’s.


As far away as the stars that float some were in the sky, It was Magical mind blowing like watching sparkles falling out the sky.


I caught her Tear's before she cried put it close to my heart and made it smile.


Her soft Touch had me hypnotised from the start like Water drop’s getting lost in a bubble spinning fast.

Jidos Reality 13.7.12

We are dreamers,you and I. Living for those moments in which the scars and the pain of the past disappear.

In those moments of happiness and love we can be our selves.

We are dreamers wearing our hearts on our sleeves and when we fell in love we dropped into the depth of happiness and it is beautiful and nothing else matters,

this is the beauty of how dreamers like you and I fall in love And than we kissed it wasn't like any ordinary first kiss

it was as if two lost souls had been searching for each other for a million life times, in a million universes and after a million rebirths have finally found each other and then we kissed. #JidosReality #Poetry #WeKissed

Break your shackles and reach out to your freedom, the world is yours the poorest man around is not the fellow with out a bank coin to his name.

But the poorest man is a soul without the right information to orchestrate for him self the right future. Cause it takes strength to be certain, it takes courage to have doubts.

It takes stents to fit in, it takes courage to stand out, it takes strength to share a friends pain, it takes courage to feel your own , it takes strength to hide it show it and deal with it.

It takes strength to stand alone it takes courage to live, Portsmouth City my friend what a good friend  you are. Have me the courage and strength to be who I want to be.

You allow me to bake chocolate biscuits and cake, you give me he freedom to clearly see my future, you listen to me as I speak to you at the beach.

You lend me your light house so the darkness stays away from me, I don’t say it much and I hardly say it to! But Portsmouth City my happiness thanks you, and wanted to let you know that it loves you two.

JidosReality 4.10.17

What a promise this is a wish come true, I don’t have to worry about bills or borrowing money of you.

I don’t have to worry about waiting for a bus when I’m in a rush when it’s raining, whilst I’m watching you drive pass.

No fuss no more empty stomach that’s the past, No more beans on toast I’m loving  my Sunday roasts All my food is now fresh not four days old.

I never saw it coming and it did, and I never run i waited for this moment i always hoped that it would come and now it’s in my life ill make sure it’s never gone.

I hope you read what I’m writing and understand where it’s from, A promise is a gift a wish that comes along it will always be lost my a memory that feels wrong.

A thought in my head because my heart has just turned around its looked at the truth through the eyes of the lies in the dark.

My mind is amazing it understands all this love from my heart; they will both be there together from the end till the start.

Jidos Reality 25.10.11

What you mean to me is a world I never forget about, when I think of you is a dream I’ve always wished about.



I think you **** and Lovely your smile gets me hypnotised it gets me Tingling and felling  makes my Heart want you to be mine.





I want to be the reason you smile and hold you tight when you cry, and let you know not to worry everything will be alright.



You Amazing you Lovely you Beautiful and ****, you got a heart of gold, may all the Angels give you all they blessings.




I’m falling In Love with you and I just got to tell you, you smile your laughter tour touch your kiss your star singes so deep.




From your style to the way you say my name when you look deep into my eyes,why? R? U? Insane? what you mean to me is a world that means loads to my heart.




Jidos Reality 19.5.12

When I go away I will think of you every day.

When I see your face my heart starts to race.

I’ll miss our late night calls I’ll never ever let you fall.

Thanks for listening to my heart, it’s not long our friendship will be apart.

You’ll always have a friend in me, the crazy girl they call Staci.

Through fun and fears, laughs and tears I treasure our time, the days and years.

Jido

Today seems a bit different, something’s happened! It’s so strange this feeling, there’s more to life than thinking.  It’s easier said than done, you cannot stop thinking but you can control your feelings about what you thinking.



Are you dreaming? Is it real? That life is holding you with cuddles of thoughts filled with pain and sorrow and anger, laughter seems to be lost.



I feel alone, like my shadow late at night. Wondering around trying to find a little light.



And just for the moment I see that light in the distance, my pace starts speeding up as my thoughts are going to connect with this light. Where my shadow could be seen just for a moment in this dark time.



But the closer I get the harder and further it seems. Rain drops start falling slowing me down! I keep going on and my thoughts tell me don’t let the rain stop you Think.



Determination. I will succeed and finally I reach this little light and all that seemed bad is filled with happiness.

JidosReality

When I wanted to cry my tears refused to fall, when I wanted to smile my smiles ran away fast, when I wanted to be loved everybody left me,

when I got comfortable alone Love came running from all sides towards me, It is the goodness in you the humble soul in you.

it is the love you bought to me to awake my smiles from the fast sleep they were in. It is because of you I am in love.

And there were times when I often felt my soul disappointed with me with the choices life had delt me.

it confused me and just took me into a darker hole that was filled with nothing but my disappointed soul, and as time went by I realised this is what life had wanted for me so I lived in that place it was sad but it was the only place I had.

Than you came along and helped me out brushed off all the sadness that was around  you took my hand and made it warm you made me believe that love had not run away, it was just waiting for xu to come my way  #JidosReality #Poetry #YouAndI

Time cannot be measured by the Days that you have experienced, you cannot fear the Future when the Past is almost near. 




This second will be a minute what an hour another year, another day gone just listen cant you hear. 




Today felt just like yesterday could it be like a different day? Maybe today will bring more Meaning to everything that I say.




When a Breath is taken another blink is created another world a different sound will be created, another story this chapter is re-created. 




This memory is exploited different days that have taught us the Truth will always stalk us. 




When you lie behind the truth it will always stare you in the face, the Mirror never lies it will always tell a story that has to be played. 




Always takes you back to that memory that u want replaced.Smiles and Tears all have one thing in common they expressions that only ever show up on your face.




Jidos Reality 12.10.11

I love Reading books on Kings and Queens.it’s amazing how I feel creating patterns that speak to me.

Inspired by the this city that has welcomed me. There is no other place I would rather be.

It’s like my designs are words that are hear to change the world, from henna to weaving creating and passion.

My imagination creates all these designs that start blushing.

See kids are our future teaching is my dream and I’ll teach them always to follow they dreams.

And give back to this place I now call home Portsmouth City. Remember your futures born with freedom follow your dreams and allow your imagination to speak to you.

For if I can take a plain page and bring it alive, you could work towards your future and watch it smile.

JidosReality 4.10.17