It’s sad how you make me smile It’s amazing how you make me cry. Its lush all this rush is taking my memories to a place called trust.  


Happy days and confusion “This is Jido’s Reality" I thought you knew this. Can we please take some time to read this?    


I’m a poet I never thought I ever knew this it’s amazing So special and beautiful  what you can do with a pen and a pad Such a talent, how can he do this?    


It was never ever going to be a promise but a wish.   I really thank you, I told you so a cuddle never misses a promise, hope you like this.


Jido’s reality 30.7.11

Thank you for the smile you put on my face. Thank you for showing me my dreams, such a beautiful place.  


You held my hand when I cried and said ‘don’t worry, everything will be alright’.


You saved my life and I thank you for this and I pray and hope you get your every wish.  


The things you did and the things you said, such a beautiful memory, truly blessed.


I wrote this poem saying thank you for everything you did, you will be missed.
Your friend,  Majid.

Jidos Reality 16.6.11

To express every emotion I feel. To understand the smile that it brings.


To cry at the thought, I would have never thought she would have made me see there are dreams.


She held my hand when I cried and when I smiled. She never ever made me scream.


You never ever had to care for someone you never knew. I’ll miss you loads, I don’t care what anyone thinks.


If it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t be here saying these things I would be lost, wishing for a dream.


So thank you for being my friend, thank you for making me see. To my friend, you will always be close to my heart where my happy thoughts live.

Jidos Reality 7.7.12

When I go away I will think of you every day.

When I see your face my heart starts to race.

I’ll miss our late night calls I’ll never ever let you fall.

Thanks for listening to my heart, it’s not long our friendship will be apart.

You’ll always have a friend in me, the crazy girl they call Staci.

Through fun and fears, laughs and tears I treasure our time, the days and years.

Jido

I feel inspired by your smile, the way we kiss and cuddle up late at night.


The way you hold me close when I cry. And wrap me up with your angel wings all the time.


The walks we take at night! Look what a beautiful moonlight

with you there’s no stress or silly mind games! It’s always a different day surprise me she says?  


Jidos Reality 26.2.11

Some days I start thinking about thing’s, things that make me fall asleep in my dreams. Every day is a new story, that’s how my life seems.

I got to close this chapter to wake up from this dream. It’s easier said than done, that’s how it seems. Pop a pill or two and my thoughts become clean.


Then I stop and think? How should I change this thing? My life’s a blessing, no more thoughts that scream.

I bought a bunch of roses and even got you a ring. No, she says. Then I start to think, what a stupid thing. I should have thought first before buying this ring. And for those roses, well that’s another thing.


Maybe I should close my eyes and count to three. Then open them up, this maze in my mind my thoughts become free. I should get a tattoo labeled someone help me.

People stop and stare, whispering, pointing fingers at me. I don’t really care my thoughts are now free.

Next time you come around and want to see me. I’ll be pointing my finger at you not me.

It’s such a funny place, the places I’ve been. It’s such a strange view, which my eyes have seen. Have you ever felt weak at the knees?

You find it hard to understand, is it all about me! I’ve got to take a walk to find the magic tree. Lay down on my back watch the birds fly free.

This weekend was lovely, no one there for me. Nothing but the sun, the beach and the sound of waves around me.

Jidos Reality 13.2.11

Today seems a bit different, something’s happened! It’s so strange this feeling, there’s more to life than thinking.  It’s easier said than done, you cannot stop thinking but you can control your feelings about what you thinking.



Are you dreaming? Is it real? That life is holding you with cuddles of thoughts filled with pain and sorrow and anger, laughter seems to be lost.



I feel alone, like my shadow late at night. Wondering around trying to find a little light.



And just for the moment I see that light in the distance, my pace starts speeding up as my thoughts are going to connect with this light. Where my shadow could be seen just for a moment in this dark time.



But the closer I get the harder and further it seems. Rain drops start falling slowing me down! I keep going on and my thoughts tell me don’t let the rain stop you Think.



Determination. I will succeed and finally I reach this little light and all that seemed bad is filled with happiness.

JidosReality