jessica Philpott: Poems

Aug 2014 · 515

sick

jessica Philpott Aug 2014

sick

I'm sick with your love
One look and I'm dripping with anticipation
The touch oh and you know all the places to touch me
Your beautiful brown sugar skin
Soft as silk a wonderment of musk
As you pull tighter on my mess of hair
Pulling me closer into to you
Forcing me to respond to your every move
I hate it and love it so much
I'm torn between my desire and my brain
My love my obsession grows
With every touch
Every glance
Every crooked grin
Every mocking wink
I'm a fool for you
~I love you a thousand boats lavern~

Oct 2013 · 395

Untitled

jessica Philpott Oct 2013

Untitled

I tried to build a fire but it was wet so it wouldn't burn
I tried to drive away but the car wouldn't go all four tires blown
I tried to walk but my foot wasn't there
I tried to yell I hadn't a sound
I tried to build a fire but it was wet and wouldn't burn
I tried to build a fire but it was wet and wouldn't burn
I tried to leave but I was still there
I tried to walk but my foot wasn't there
I tried to yell I hadn't a sound
I tried to build a fire but it was wet and wouldn't burn

Oct 2013 · 603

I'm not in love with you

jessica Philpott Oct 2013

I'm not in love with you

I can still smell you on my pillow its sweet and soft but it makes me so sad your soft caresses lingering on my face I remember your words I LOVE YOU and for a moment I let you in it feels so good to be wrapped in your strong long arms I forgot how much I feel for you and like a **** it spills from me I can't control it its wonderful and sad and blissful all at once I'm on cloud nine that we two lovers finally got it right!! Finally. And the morning comes you have work I wait all day to here from you and like before nothing then I call to hear you say it once more and just when I think its coming you say I never ment to let you think I wanted you!!! I'm hurt broken and in tears all you say is I never wanted to be with you I just wanted to see you I hang up in fear of being so exposed once again I sit back and think how many times will I fall for the I LOVE YOU!! Then I think silently my love my heart my blood its not wrong to believe in love then I sleep so softly in my dreams all is well I'm not sad I'm not hurt I'm not in love with you.

Aug 2013 · 497

the O

jessica Philpott Aug 2013

the O

Hot sticky breath
Your musk is so sweet
Makes me quiver
I hang on your lips so supple
So smooth so soft
U press into me hard and fast
Making me quiver
I scream from joy and surprise
Every ****** sends me deeper
I can't catch my breath
Then I feel it the deep trembling
Into me deeper you go
My body takes over grasping you
Tightened around your hard self
Then it shoots into me

Jun 2013 · 533

happiness

jessica Philpott Jun 2013

happiness

I feel twisted and broken
Everyone says dont be sad
Your happiness is your choice
Turn that frown upside-down
I want to scream and crawl out of my skin
Think of the positive
Only you have the power to make you happy
I feel broken and twisted like a crumpled piece of paper
Once soft and smooth not anymore
I wanna hide for days at a time and never see the sun
I feel twisted and broken
I don't know how to change it

Apr 2013 · 381

i wanted to call

jessica Philpott Apr 2013

i wanted to call

I wanted to call I wanted to hear your voice
I wanted us to talk for hours like it used to be I wanted to call
I want to lay in your arms for hours like it used to be
I want the sweet part I used to own now I can't ever seem to find
Because the you I love my love is no longer the loss I feel is so deep so dark so long ask hot so cold a trillion highs could not give me my fix I have tried

Apr 2013 · 598

Untitled

jessica Philpott Apr 2013

Untitled

That first taste so bitter and cold
By the third I'm that sweet altered state
I'm thirsty for acceptance
I'm hungry for love
This power feels incredible
My love of that altered state
Grows deeper every time
That feeling that everything is pillowed soft
My issues melt away what's left is the best part of me funny, ****, blunt, little me
Truth I need that altered state to help me feel normal
The hole world has no idea what its like in this head
The constant tug of war over every little decision
A battle within myself

Mar 2013 · 969

amazing

jessica Philpott Mar 2013

amazing

I love the way you snicker and smerk behind my back I love how you want no one to know you love me I love how you put. Me down and then try and make out I love how you don't think I'm worth love I love the way you all underestamate me no one has went through what I have and made it out un-medicated so to u and her and him and her to everyone who has ever treated me like less I welcome your ignorance and thank u for not seeing me for who and what iam witch is amazing

Mar 2013 · 463

holes

jessica Philpott Mar 2013

holes

My heart is full of holes
Heavy And miss represented at the same time
it hurts and then feels divine
The weight of my stupidity hurts
I'am no wounded bird
I knew what it would take to make me hole
I can not let it be no no not me this wounded bird
My colors so bright and vibrant and dull and sad at the same time
can you even see me any more?
This little *****

Feb 2013 · 561

you

jessica Philpott Feb 2013

you

You and your touch
I used to think that it was
all I needed to get me by
Now your long fingers touch me in this way that laughs at my pain says you can never be angery with me I know you so well you make me quiver and I need it more and more this power this drug you are you know I want freedom from this and I continue to live for you're touch and this rush of exotic that you make me want more and I still think you are all I need to get by

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