Joys fading into the dark again, time to close off why show me lite so we can be taken away. Feeling of dread dead unemotion  that spark I cannot find any more. Searching for days but it feels like its wonders away farther farther. Don't know how to please who to believe want to make it right but being pulled left and right run to back. But let's just go back lucite from being out of my mind body and soul time to come back to reality but my dream world is so great.... I've been told nothing last forever Everything must come to an end

confusion or is it just an illusion please tell me I'm not just assuming the crazy st that luming something's not right not brought to light hidden from my site... So why do I even fight... I'm not enough of a delight what the f* gives you the right? it's like saying I love you syke but I will be polite but I think your telling some whites so pull those shoes tight cuz this just might be worth it ight

All are not the same..... Casting judgment were only devotion lies. Talking but nothing is heard.
Rushing to let something good go, You just don't know .
Underestimate the love that is tru,that's just for you.
Searching for what's real or pretend. Time are you wassisting using your words in haste, cutting like a knife hurts worse than a slap in the face.

Don't know your needs, you won't let them speak to me. Don't know your dreams, you holding back from me. Can't compete with the love you had before, want to make it better so you'll never want another love no more.
Feelings deep inside felt with no other.I'm not the one to smother but I can't get enough of you. When you hold me tight I don't want to be let go you're the one that I searched for my whole life the love that I found only leaves me feeling much more.
You're in my thoughts all the time taking all the room; nothing left behind can't keep my thoughts contained . Am i really deranged. Feelings felt neverbefore. Can nit stop them; forever more. You are what I need to make it through,  you and me together let's make a breakthrough. Everyones lost but now we are found,  changes of season all year around .......