Jessica Hudgins

Jul 2014

Danielle Hoskins

You make me feel loved on days I don't feel like I actually love myself
2. I never wanna stop talking to you. You are the only heaven I've seen
3. Do you love me even as half as much as I love you?
4. Why the **** is "she's just a friend" always the excuse?
5. You hurt me but if you ever decided to come back I would never hesitate your return
6. It's been 1 year and I still can't forget those summer nights when it seemed like nothing else mattered
7. You are perfect and I'm sorry I'm not.
8. Hi
9. I hate you almost just as much as I love you is that even possible?
10. Goodbye

Jessica Hudgins Jul 2014

Today.

Today I sat alone.
Today I sat by the trash.
Today I sat in the car with a drunk women.
Today I sat at dinner while being screamed at.
Today I sat in bed and thought about the bad things.
Today I sat in the bath with a razor to my wrist.
Today I watched the blood slowly fall from my open vein.
Today was the day I knew I wasn't okay.

I was just writing. dont be rude.

Jessica Hudgins Jul 2014

Black bird

This little black bird flew pass my window, every morning.
I honestly hated it.
Every morning, of every day I saw that little black bird.
I honestly wished he'd just leave.
One day, that little black bird didn't fly by my window.
Never again did he come by.
Now that he left for good, that little black bird who bothered me the most
Was the thing I missed the most.

he left just like this little black bird, and i miss him so much.

Jessica Hudgins Jul 2014

Empty roof top

Standing alone on a empty roof top
Sitting outside as the cold air runs across your face
   You think " it will be okay to jump"
     You listen to the leaves in the wind
        Your feet dangle off the edge
Standing alone on a empty roof top, knowing its your time to jump.

Jessica Hudgins Jul 2014

goodbye

He left, you cried
He moved on, your skin was damaged
No calls or text, one by one the pictures went
He missed you when he saw you smile, you were getting stronger day by day
He wanted you back, you just laughed
He said he wanted you , you stay strong and waved goodbye

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