God I think I'm lame pretty much most of my time.
I wish I could tell him how I feel but I am shy.
I fear rejection and what is on his mind.
Why doesn't he love me like I love him?
My face turns blue with deception.
I have an obsession, with his personality,
his individuality.
I can't stop to think will he love me.
I had to ***** things up.
I had the chance to be with him.
And now all I can do is think
about him.
My chances with him are slim.
My heart aches, I gave him a
heartbreak.
I want to end this pain like putting a stake
through a vampire's heart.
End it now before bad things
begin to start.
He doesn't need to know
I love him more than I did
when we first met.
I just bet,
he won't feel that way.