33/Cisgender Female/Austin, Texas Hello. I am Jessica, but you know that already. I am a 30 something nothing.
A woman who thinks her thoughts and feelings are unique, although they are a dime a dozen. 9 followers / 93 words
There’s a hole inside of me the world can't fill I can hear my heartbeat reverberate from inside waiting for the moment I implode within myself Maybe I’ll burn bright and beautiful instead of this vacuum, consuming and destroying everything that I touch my flesh the event horizon
Another loved one gone suddenly and with surprise. She jumped to her death, picked her last breath in full control of her demise. I wanted to be just like her, beautiful, strong, and wise. But she's another loved one gone suddenly and with surprise.
Left with traumas that are immensely heavy, too frail to keep dragging them along. To flee is not an option my woes have quick legs to chase me, I fall to the ground in exasperation, to wait for an able-bodied hero that will never come
I held her cold, dead hand I kissed her lifeless face Memorizing every moment Knowing that I would never feel the comfort of a mother's love again. Her selflessness was her demise She neglected and gave all of herself She smiled so big She spoke soothing words She needlessly apologized All in her last hours