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Jesse Jas Oct 2010
Me
This is the only thing that I do best,
Out of the blue and out of anything ordinary.
I’m a writer and I’ll keep on writing,
Because writing is my thing,
The only thing I can do when I’m happy or sad,
‘Cause I’ll write all of my memories in a piece of paper,
And look back at it sometimes – someday;
Just to remind me of the past.

When I can’t find a way to let people know what I really feel,
I’ll write it in a piece of paper so that I just can let go of everything,
‘Cause I can hide in my writing,
And I can be someone else in my own world,
Because I am everything in those words, every single word that I can think of.

But I can’t be anything when it comes to realities,
Because I am nothing in this big crowd,
Not someone so particular that can move the world,
Not someone so special that others will notice when I scream out loud.

So small and unseen by people around me,
I’m nothing but almost a dust,
Dwells somewhere hidden under the desk,
Waiting to be seen by someone to sweep me away so I can be free,
Free from this long waits that make no sense at all…

Maybe someday when I can free myself,
I’ll find a way to make my passion come true,
Writing for the whole world to see me,
Writing so that maybe, just maybe,
Someone will finally see the real me…
Jesse Jas Oct 2010
How can I ever make you listen again?
How can I ever make you believe again?
That I really do love you
That I really do missed you
Every single day, every single breath
I can’t stop but to think about you…

If only I could
If only you would allow me to
I would do my best to take back every single mistake I have made
I would do every single thing even if it cost my life
Just to make you smile, just to get you back into my arms…

But every single day I’ve tried to wake up
With this pain that won’t cease
With these images that I can’t erase
Of us fighting, of us trying to do our best not to scream
But in the end we just stop
Stop every single thing that we were doing
Stop yelling and stop breathing…

I hardly feel like living anymore
Without you it feels harder than before
To keep on walking alone again
To keep breathing without any reason
Like a body that has lost its soul…

But I’ll try my best to keep on trying
To find another you
To find that warmth that you’ve once given me
Because I know someone somewhere needs me too…

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