Then the rain started falling
And I’m here under the sun
Same routine, tossing myself
To the empty bed, glitches of your head
And signal of your voice

Your innocent eyes would dare
to blame my weakness
Keeping us disconnected
As our walls are beginning to crash
Slowly like a time stretch

So it's YOU
made my mind lonely
seeing floating words
in the night's haze

Alone in the city
no hand on my shoulders
no hugs and caress
no kisses

I need to start
like some refresh
because now, yes now
oh I need to change

These boring nights
missing the good times
sadness in distress
longing in disguise

Tomorrow morning
exertion of effort
to communicate
in this period of disconnection

Seeing calendar hit my head on a time lapse
Now. Oh now, the comfort time coming to end
A world war one, I'm the only one
I hate when everyone else is having fun

Twist and shift  into the epic night
A quiet animal who seems so polite
It kills me when the time began to crawl
Yeah, it's a same old nightmare trap

Now I'm fighting with bare hands in the dark
"**** OUT" in a drops of ****** teardrops
I can feel it, I'm alone, I'm disconnected
I can't manage the calmness, aah no it's fine

Oh bitter fragments of my life
I feel the pain to see them still alive
Demonic laughs, fake smiles, party style!
I'm nothing but a worthless clown

I can wish for the time forever
And she will understand
I'm a baby and she's my daughter
I will hold for her hand

She's a kind sweetheart
Giving me always a chance
Sincere from the very start
I will definitely give my trust

I will only think once
To forgive her for our differences
I like to think we're one
Sharing for all the world's test

I will fetch her everyday
Like an eldest sister with respect
And I know she will stay
Until the right time when it's perfect

So right what I feel tonight
Wish that the future will be bright
Nothing is wrong, big problems are dead
Fights will be over above my head

Greed and envy will vanish away
Positive feelings will fly everyday
Slowly bad habits are flamed into cinders
Oh its a beautiful soul lives ever after

It's an immense light shining from my eyes
A very clear, undisturbed sunrise
Destiny lives from the heaven
I will never turn to waste my life again

It's a sudden climb to reach the sky
For many times I've learned to cry
It's a trial until we know the highest sense
All along any other, I will endure for kindness

People keep on passing at my sides
Train station appears to stand still
Tears of joy seem to stuck forever in my eyes
There's no one can define what I feel

Lucky charms and moody mind
They're ain't enough to give me speed
After a long, long endless find
Things are going as I need

Reaching the end of the tunnel
Where holy lights are calm and waiting
Jumping from heartaches to its farewell
The future is slowly recreating

Thinking inside the train, I just can't take it away
Full of hope for the greatness to continue
God is so good for this lucky day
Thank you for the life forever with you

As the morning anticipate the other day
A cool and straightforward sensation will display
Happy faces will sing for today
Heavenly clouds will make my way

All at ease as a light breeze
Every people becomes an angel's hiss
An apparent light straight from the heaven
Culminated until my mind whispered 'amen'

The rain water lapse until the flood is done
Hands are washed up until sins are gone
All the people ascent their faith
Dancing in the wind and everything looks great

No harm done, as the earth loses some balance
Keeping souls for the reserved great chance
The wine is poured equally and fair
Nothing to lose, nothing to compare

The sun comes up with a smile
Sweet praises are expected for a little while
It's a beautiful sunrise, it's a new genesis
How good this prayer brings us peace

Time gets tighter
And we become closer
From our cold history
Setting us so free

It is good to break the fence
When you need to show no difference
For true love can wait
Even in your very last date

Bitterness and pride
We are dragged so wide
A year that we tend to hide
For troubles we kept inside

Now everything is back to absence
And I it is better when it's not intense
All is normal but chances may enter
To combine again the spring, summer, fall and winter

There's still a mystery about my history
So I will find my destiny by having a journey
I will bring some brandy and a bread with butter
Together with armor and a well-sharpened dagger

Upon the sea I cross and the mountains I climb
In all the threats of different breeds of mankind
I will struggle with the midst of its horror
And the curse they cast which I tend to ignore

Like a city suffered from an invisible plague
They discriminate the travelers with a silver plate
So I hide from the place they used to abandon
Until the opportunity to leave would might come

Cultures in diversity come and go
Get used to it because you're the one they didn't know
An outcast from another island, another face
Like an enemy switched from another place

Two obvious things to decide
Knowing which side to take
To produce the great symphony
But I choose the path to break

My heart is like an easy breeze
But chemically pressured by people
So I tend to pursue it in a hard way
By putting a wall, hard and tall

Environment is like Eden
Working on it was very fulfilling
Money is not the big answer
But pride seems to be not willing

I want to be free like a bird
Where stakes are low and limited
I want to live like these and that
And no hostile thinking from their heads

To love and live for a purpose
Plans and future on a steady *****
Lips aren't sealed by some souls
Let me see the light in your kaleidoscope

A space million miles broad
Windows are open wide
You choose to move ahead
And take the fearsome ride

Knowing all of constraints
You remain bold and positive
Without a single hate or frustrate
Even if its too hard to believe

Not letting it bleed
When there is suffering
You smile to help along the way
No time for emotional fury

To win or lose, it is unexceptional
Right and wrong are intertwined
Perceiving all things in optimistic mood
No worries, and everything is fine

Doing things in a hard or easy way
Not taking problems so seriously
For it will not help for the recovery
Just took the right road and how good it will be!

I talk to the moon
As I breathe the scent of night's perfume
In my little world here
Over the earth; under the universe

My head's in a rest
As I feel those reflexes
Made me waving so high
Until I float through the sky

The trees grow, the flowers bloom
No time to escape in this narrow room
Sooner or later I will leave this wall
I will wait for the time of your call

The thunder strikes, the raindrops fall
My eyes cry, my nerves appall
Until its almost hard for me breathe
The key was still out of reach

Now I'm back in this blue night's dew
But now I'm not only talking to the moon
I feel the heaven and I know there's light
Please hear my prayer and heal my sight

Give me some break
To fix and style my hair
To eat a sansrival cake
To breathe in the ocean's air
To look and grin on the mirror
To think of shaving my mustache
Like the things i did before
When I am not in a rush

I think of you
As I play the Fur Elise
You're my sweetest point of view
As I start composing my piece
I want to play the guitar
While I sing and hum
I couldn't get that far
In this big bass drum

I want to fix the table
To serve my delicious curry
And I don't want to tumble
As we jog for the next morning
Some glossy magazines on my bed
And a warm water to cleanse
Reminds me to pause my head
In the big face of suspense

The world is getting smaller
Fading chimes and rhyme
My heart burned into cinders
I'm eaten by the time

Hopes are no longer brighter
I'm starting to get old
One more month of October
Years are becoming gold

Slumbering as a tamed beast
Like an infinite loop
With suffer from some disease
Uttered by a tight whoop

Still ain't got a difference
Stakes are high and grounded
I must not lose some defense
This rain can't strike me dead

The treasure map is ready
Their eyes have drops of spring
The box maybe brought already
But I'm not set for dying

You're transparent, I'm illuminated
By your body, striking me dead
I was tempted, and I'm washed away
By some evil plans, without astray

Seeing you as a reward, making things all right
But you drained away my inner safe light
A simple stream, a water flow
A threat for my bloodstream, it's burning low

With its fake formation of devil
The water transformed and made it reveal
Like an appearance of a human being
The darkness will begin to strum the string

She's a mistress, came up and greet
I can notice abnormality in her dorsal teeth
Its a fang, used to bite me back
She always declares a silent attack

Speaking with a husky voice I desire
But her deformity was like a face on a fire
Overstepping her bounds that made doors shut
Making it spoil, leaving a heaven's cut

What can I do now?
I'm in between that water and my blood
The blood that forever be the same
The water that will always drag me insane

It's a brute energy that wraps around my neck
I'm tightly forced, I beheld the wreck
Aggressive attitude that can crumble well
Nearly I can feel the ambiance of the hell

I pray. I'm sorry for messing up
I'm escaping. forcing these vines to unwrap
I realize even fire-proof can be burned
Now I cast my full heart to return

Back from a pure white canvass
Removing all bad elements from the past
I will wash away this water goddess in my mind
From now on, I will switch it off behind

Just like it is nothing as I leave you behind
But deeper there's something I can't express and find
Something way positive that you can't imagine
Feeling like new year's eve: resolutions for sin

I'm stucked with two choices, cannot decide what's best
But now I'm yours always, we're young to be lovers
Some immaturity left in my foolish thoughts
**** insecurity! Infected my blind spots

Taking you for granted like everything's O.K.
So many left unsaid and now I'm far away
Without formal goodbye, can you imagine this?
Like a mess that I cry, there's something I will miss

Your sweet caress, your love - now we're totally gone
And all this faults I have, faded out and I'm done!
I cannot take you back or save our precious hearts
It's the courage I lack that breaks our feet apart

Thank you my love,
I'm sorry.

Long time no hear!
As I break the sonata barrier
The world was waiting tighter
Since you suddenly disappear
Melodies are locked inside the sphere
From my nerves up to my ear
Beating smoothly like no other
And now you're finally here

You started a symphony
Playing on a different key
You touch my heart so easily
Your thundering sound will set me free
There's a note that I begun to see
Which made me so loon and silly
Giving a feeling like an angry bee
Its music! One, two, three!

Once you're gone you can't return
You mean to say, I need to learn
I love you but you're sailing away
Its a mess that you can't stay

Once we're gone you can't return
I know there's a reason for us to spurn
You need to find a better way
Until all feelings will turn into gray

Once I'm gone you can't return
I'm very thankful for the concern
Don't worry cause I'm just O.K.
You don't need so much to say

Here comes your rhythm
Serenading her around;
As well as my heart.

Just execute it
Free your memory to its totality
Its a matter of a sacrifice
To produce a sound euphony

Burn it into ember
Then shatter it into crumbs
Eradicate its benevolence
A universal feeling it becomes

Another home, another mask
Leaving all behind without a clue
Get used to it my friend
It is a start of something new

After being a king turned into wicked
Slip and slide into another space
Breaking the sinister through your nerves
Eureka! Its a life changing place

Don't let them steal
Your soul, your body, your mind.
Guide what you feel
Control, be steady, be kind.

First thing: Drugs!

Be high, be addicted
Heavenly smog can be so good
Dragging your ego up to its great
This forbid can get you closer to death

Next thing: *******

Instant pleasure, instant destruction
Wasting your time, money and effort
Not knowing that you give yourself away
A misery! Where all else turned into gray

Last thing: Gambling

Easy money, easy expense
That paper bills can break into cents
If you're not lucky, you'll regret
A big credit can lead to violence and theft

I know a man who had all this thing
He was proud, he was happy, he was success!
Shouting the world that he was the king!
King of death, king of misery, king of violence

You are breathing
In my flowing bloodstream
On thickening fluid
Of my living body

Together with my heart
being connected
From woven veins
And branched arteries

When I protect you again
from a cut
Not letting it bleed
But thinking I need it too
For you to suffer and realize
how you are washed away
When I cleanse you
With alcohol;

And not by water.

But you seem to still
Hurting me
When I take a bath
Pouring a pail of water

To my whole body.

That's why like a fluid flow
Forced out from my skin;

I know
Only time will do
For you to harden
And become -

A scar.

Its a picture-perfect sky
In the blue cold night of July
A flash-back moments of your love
Under the bright moon up above

A perfect moment for romance
In glimmering stars at distance
A sort of unfamiliar high
I recall, beams of the moonlight

Imagining our first time kiss
Evolved in the art of being teased
I hold your sleep. I reminisce
I am dreaming, you are my wish

I rise at the touch of late sunrise – to my skin
Or maybe my sleep was too much
Without the sense of a hurry
Like there’s no burden to carry

First thing on my mind: Love
That’s nice. Freedom to do everything I want
But it ends up thinking nonsense
Switching it for something else

From the stairs up to the dining room
Where mother used to leave some bread for my breakfast
Same old junk: Out here on my own
They are all in work, I’m already bored!

I eat and think.

No job. No money.
No love. No honey.
Just waiting for a miracle
More same things to handle

I’m so suffocated!
Here together with my stupid routine.

As I take the final bite to my meal;
I wonder what to do next
To take a bath or somewhat else –
Leaving me no choice

Twelve o’clock in the afternoon
I get into the bathroom
Shampoo, soap, toothpaste are ready
Then start pouring water to my body

I’m cleansed. I’m relaxed.
I’m ready for work, very ready for work
Almost OVER-ready.
Next thing on my mind: Hate

Yeah. I don’t like this any longer
Obviously!
I must take courage to break the routine –
Which I begin to hate

I seek solution.
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Found.

I will plan for the future
I will take the change for better
Fresh challenges, doing it at my best
No time wasted, I’m entering a new quest

Last thing on my mind:
A brand new love.