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Jennifer Watson Dec 2012
Funny how one action can change everything,
A perfect world becomes shattered,
A life becomes filled with tortured memories.
Always in constant wonder,
Whether if anything will come out of the destruction,
The rubble of the mess.
Nothing seems to come to mind,
No hope,
No love,
Just thoughts that tear you apart.
You want to cry out,
You want to run,
You want to shout,
But nothing seems to come out,
Just the emptiness of desolation.
Jennifer Watson Nov 2012
Dear owner,
Will you promise to be kind to me,
To give me love,
Take me for walks,
And not forget me?
Do you promise that I am a life commitment,
Not just until I get big,
Or until you have a kid?
Do you promise that I'll be part of the family,
Live in your home,
And not out in the dog house?
Do you promise to show me the kindness that you show your friends,
That you show your partner,
Or the kids you love?
Do you promise that when I do something bad,
You won't throw me out,
Force me to live on the streets?
You may not know this but when you get me,
You may not know my pass,
The lies my previous owners told,
The abuse they put me through,
The scorn they showed me
And the hate.
I wasn't bad,
They just didn't know how to raise me.
They had a kid
And no more time for me they said,
So they threw me out to the street
Forced to wander for food.
I was skinny when I came here,
But these nice people helped me,
So before you adopt me,
Please consider
The time I require
And the love you need to show.
Jennifer Watson Nov 2012
When I looked into your brown eyes,
I knew it was love.
I knew I just had to bring you home,
Give you the love you never received,
Because all of the neglect
Abuse your former owners put you through.
When I bent down
And I stuck out my hand,
You were hesitant,
And just for a second
I saw something in your eye
Hope.
Hope that I would love you
And not neglect you
Disobey the stereotype the people have put on you,
That pit bulls are vicious
That you could possibly **** me with one bite,
But there is no chance of love
Without taking a chance.
So I brought you home,
And I worked with you
Showed you love
And in return you loved me.
We would go for runs,
Go for swims,
And not once did you try biting me,
Even when you were suffering
All the pain from when you got old,
So now I say to you,
"Run on
On into the wind
And be the dog you were suppose to be,
Because you will be miss
Every single day I breath."
Jennifer Watson Nov 2012
It’s not that I don’t see you
It’s because I do,
And it’s tearing me apart
Knowing you are all I’ve loved,
But to stay would rip me apart,
And you would be walking away.
I wish to see you happy,
But all you did was frown.
I tried to make you laugh,
But all you did was grimace.
Was it something I did,
Or maybe something I said
To make you walk out that door,
And never once look back at me?
I wanted to reach out
Maybe try to stop you,
But my efforts were futile,
And no reaction was shown.
I tried doing everything for you,
But you never seemed to receive
Everything I gave.
Maybe I gave too much,
Just to make you happy,
But you never were happy.
So maybe we just weren’t right,
And I have to walk away
Knowing that it wasn’t me
But you.
Jennifer Watson Nov 2012
I didn't say anything,
Because i feared you would not reply.
I didn't laugh,
Because i feared you would not laugh with me.
I didn't cry,
Because i feared that once a tear fell,
They would not stop falling.
So i sat there silent,
Hoping you would break the silence.
Jennifer Watson Nov 2012
While thoughts of suicide dance in my mind,
I'm losing myself a piece at a time.
I can't figure out what's wrong,
And I'm not bothering to try.
Because death is looking nicer,
Every time you walk away.
Jennifer Watson Nov 2012
Get out of my head,
Because you're making me crazy.
Get out of my mind,
Because you're making me crave you.
So get out of my body,
Before I want to shake you down to the core.
No, I never forgot,
Did you honestly think I would.
You came into my life,
And you made it a wreck,
But did you honestly think I would forget.
I gave you everything,
And here's your hand wanting more,
Was it not enough to control me.
Did you think I was going to give you my heart,
All the pieces that you left shattered on the floor.
All I wanted was you,
But you never thought it fit,
So now I'm walking out that door.
Don't try running,
Because you already have to swim.
No I never wanted to hurt you,
But you left me no choice.
So get out of my head,
Becasue you're making me crazy.
Get out my mind,
Becasue you're making me crave.
So get out of my body,
Before I want to shake you down to the core.
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