Waking up feeling like I can change things
Going to bed full of overwhelming  dread
When the inmates run the prison it will equate to hate
Maybe I care too much or maybe my whole life is ******.
Flase idols and racism
Favoritism and false inprosonment

Corporations meaning to incorporate
From what I've seen they extort and hate
The alogarks are exonerated
Such reprimands tolerated
Hard workers unappreciated
Women stripped of the rights we were given 50 years ago.
I feel hate towards a false hero.
While all politicians fake
A convolution that never wakes
An understanding  that perpetuates
A truth alluding  hate
A profound cause for arms
An army disarmed
I reserve  my intentions  for time of need
While the world unfolds if rivalries.

A better insight to leaving at times
1 good reason to proclaim someone mine.
The trials and tribulations of trust
The unconstructive mentality of wanderlust

A default without the fault
Standing up and falling short
Thin walls built of all sorts
Feeling at ease, but not appeasing what you want
Phantom limb,  an unaquainted kin
Lust at its peak, when it stops and your all in.
Running fast but not running thin.
Life would be better if I just had a friend.

Feeling flooding
choice words repressed
The repercussions of an empty nest
Banaged wounds rip their way open
The last glass of happiness dripped away in an instant
The past stripped away in the blink of a moment
A love so strong can be so easily broken
Sweet memories from a pasts churned token
Emotions bleed and become spoken
A pain as deep as a bone that broken
A heart so torn
A dreadful feeling of wishing you weren't born unsent and in a dreamscape unwoken

When they see you as weak
Its only a tweak
to show them my teeth
Hanging on to false impressions
A miniscule measure 
to show you my displeasures
Running away from
actuals and true measure
Just to find a way that's better

Feeling so pushed, with self worth in anguish
Married to a man so impulsive and blatant
Coming home to a whole list of anguish
While my opinion is chastised aggravated
Start my day with manipulation
Ending with figure eighting
When you know he could have chosen anyone, but here you are and it seems you're the only one. While you're sitting here wasting time, We try not to waste it.