A better insight to leaving at times
1 good reason to proclaim someone mine.
The trials and tribulations of trust
The unconstructive mentality of wanderlust

A default without the fault
Standing up and falling short
Thin walls built of all sorts
Feeling at ease, but not appeasing what you want
Phantom limb,  an unaquainted kin
Lust at its peak, when it stops and your all in.
Running fast but not running thin.
Life would be better if I just had a friend.

Feeling flooding
choice words repressed
The repercussions of an empty nest
Banaged wounds rip their way open
The last glass of happiness dripped away in an instant
The past stripped away in the blink of a moment
A love so strong can be so easily broken
Sweet memories from a pasts churned token
Emotions bleed and become spoken
A pain as deep as a bone that broken
A heart so torn
A dreadful feeling of wishing you weren't born unsent and in a dreamscape unwoken

When they see you as weak
Its only a tweak
to show them my teeth
Hanging on to false impressions
A miniscule measure 
to show you my displeasures
Running away from
actuals and true measure
Just to find a way that's better

Feeling so pushed, with self worth in anguish
Married to a man so impulsive and blatant
Coming home to a whole list of anguish
While my opinion is chastised aggravated
Start my day with manipulation
Ending with figure eighting
When you know he could have chosen anyone, but here you are and it seems you're the only one. While you're sitting here wasting time, We try not to waste it.

When age is receding, life impeding
Patience retreating, intentions no longer misleading
Looking for meaning, memories bleeding pain retreating, past life seeing

Through dark anvenues- long adventures
Past fire escapes- elluding dark figures
Beyond there lies- a strong willed exhibitor

As we consider- all of the inhibitors
Consuming false minister's
In a race to penetrate the heard
Through our experiences- in a world so perturbed