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Jennifer Collins Oct 2014
I walk down the hall with you on my mind
You are one of a kind
One in a zillion
How did I get so lucky to find you
Can you see it in my eyes when I look at you
Then I run into HIM
My ex
I try to run because his eyes burn
I kick and go, yet the thought of you makes me smile
Your hugs make me want them more
Why do I feel this way
Am I supposed to
I always think of you, I try to fight the feelings
But I can't, they are too wonderful
Sometimes all you can do
Is love even if the person does not know it
Sometimes all it takes is just to say those words
Sometimes that's all you can do
Jennifer Collins Oct 2014
I cannot finish
What I never started
And I can't feel anything
But broken hearted
I can't step forward
If my feet are on the ground
And I can't stop screaming
Though I make no sound
So who can help me
Can I be saved
Can I crawl out of this self made cave
I remember life
And I know of light
But all I want to feel is numb tonight
How can I go on
When it hurts to smile
Real and true happiness
It's been a while
It won't come easy
If it's worth anything
No one can help me
I must spread my wings
I say I'm a survivor
I say that I'm strong
But who knows that I am hurting
When I pretend nothing is wrong
Jennifer Collins Oct 2014
Bye
You have so much pain
That you hide
How do you do it
Keeping it all inside

I can only wish
That I could be as strong
I guess I've just
Been holding on too long

But I won't be
Holding on much longer
I just wish
I could be stronger

But instead today
I'm giving up
Bye
I hope you have more luck
Jennifer Collins Oct 2014
If I left,
Who would dare follow?
If I asked,
Who would dare answer?

If I spoke,
Who would dare listen?
If I laughed,
Who would dare laugh with me?

If I cried,
Who would dare wipe the tears?
It I died,
Who would dare shed the tears?

If I said "I'm fine"
Who would dare disagree?
If I finally asked for help,
Who would dare be there for me?

I know it wouldn't be you darling,
You don't dare to care.
Jennifer Collins Oct 2014
Sometimes
I feel
As if the walls are caving in
Or maybe the world is caving in
It's all my fault
I destroy everything
Everything goof
I am worthless
People regret talking to me
They know that I'm trash
And so do I
Once they realize it
They just toss me around until I'm in the trash
I just wish it would stop
Everything needs to stop caving in
I know how to fix it
Maybe I should just leave
Everything would be better
Jennifer Collins Oct 2014
Good riddance to you
Your immoral and cruel jokes
Will harm me no more

Your callousness, cruel
Transgressed the bounds of cruelty
You are inhumane

You called me a game
You knew not of compassion
You slayed empathy

You call me a book
Then tore out every last page
I was just garbage to you

First I thought you sweet
Now I know you sour
You call me poison

Good riddance to you
I know that I must go now
You can not linger
Jennifer Collins Oct 2014
With your arms around me
All my worries melt away
It is as if you will never let go
And I know that you won't

When you whisper into my ear
All my pain floats away
It is as if you will never leave me
And I know that you won't

I look into your eyes
Everyone else disappears
You are all that I need
I know it's meant to be

You look into my eyes
No one else matters
I am all you need
I know it's meant to be

It is as if you will never let me go
It is as if you will never leave me
And I know you won't
I know it's meant to be
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