My heart beats faster when I talk to him
I smile at his every text message
He makes me laugh when I am down
He makes me feel loved when no one else does
He makes me feel so beautiful
He has my heart no doubt

My body longs for him
My lips want his
My fingers want to connect with his
And never let go
I want to feel protected
In the strong arms he has

It's crazy how strongly I feel for him
In so little of time
I never would have known that someone
Can make you feel so loved, special, and wanted
Just over a text or call
I want him like I have never wanted anyone else

I have always wanted someone to be crazy with
Someone who can make me fall in love everyday
Someone who loves me despite my flaws
Someone who understands me and all I go through
Someone who isn't afraid to shout his love from the rooftops
That someone is you

You crossed the water
Left me ashore
It killed me enough but you wanted more
You blew up the bridge, a mad terrorist
Waved from your side, threw me a kiss
I started to follow but realized to late
There was nothing but air underneath my feet

I see you standing there
Acting all innocent
I see you giving me glares
You are full of ****

You said that you loved me back
But that was a lie
Do you know how many times
You've made me cry

With your gorgeous blue eyes shining like the sun
You always told me that I was the one
You always tucked me in at night
And love you know that you're not as bright as you think you are

You broke my heart
Tore it into pieces
You told everything
Even shared your "Secrets"

But that was all a lie
You don't even care
You just wanted accessories
You didn't even care

I gave you every ******* thing
I would have even bought you a ring
But since you tore my ******* heart
We are now split apart
And now you say "Lets go back to the start"
But love I know I've cried
And I know you lied

When the moon rises
My body sinks
It goes to the bottom of the sea
Where the monsters hide and wait
For their escape
But my barrier is not a cage, it is the darkness

When does the light come to knock on my cell of despair
You ask if it will all come
Is it my turn? Does this end? Can I get help?

No! My cage is darkness
Where the light never shines

I wait in my deep slumber for times and times I don't know
But when it is time, the sun finally shines on me
The cage wasn't inescapable
They were only my demons

Dreams come and go
The darkness was only my immense imagination
The monsters were only my covers soon I crawled away from them
I was free, time to live the fear of days and days to come
I'm waiting for it's worst

In the bliss we sang our song
Under the fading sunlight
Against the tree we stood holding hands as words left our lips
Words killed the silence, lyrics spoke our heart out
Strings of the guitar that you plucked with your fingers
Did spread love all around you and I

We walked under the light of the stars
In the Coloradian winters you and I held onto hope
Even when eyes couldn't see what was ahead
A creek or the edge of a cliff on which we walked
It was only trust that let us see the sunshine

If only you are to wait and standby
As I find the courage to say a few words that I have been meaning to say
A heart beats those words as I take a breath looking at your face
But only if you could hear my heart beating
And the silence that surrounds me in the dead of the night

She'll stand strong
She won't fall down
Though heaven cries their song
And hell weeps along
Though she wears the tattered gown
And the shattered crown
Her story won't be told
A forgotten history left to grow old
Though her heart will be cold
Her eyes will be dry
She won't cry
She'll learn to fly
Her head held high
She'll move on
In the light of breaking dawn
She's a born survivor
She'll spread her wings of light
And take flight

I'm done making myself believe
Every lie you tell me
I know I forgive
But I was too blind to see
And I was wrong to ever trust you
But I'm glad that we are through
Now that we're done
I can't believe it
All this time
You kept her as a secret
I hope she was worth it
Yeah I'm done
I AM DONE
You stare at me with glaring eyes
Cause I am not deceived by your lies
I finally saw
Through your disguise
You cut and burn our favorite picture
But cry and learn when I am with him
I caught you kissing HER
Exactly the way you used to kiss me