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 May 2013 jennifer baldwin
brooke
(in the silence
he is doing the
worst of things)

(I'm afraid that
one day he will
say, I'm so sorry
so sorry, I did
what I said I
would not)

(but my fear is
unwarranted,
that would mean
that I wanted to
believe--that I
trusted in what
I should not)


so in the end
it's still my

fault.
(c) Brooke Otto
One day, totally by accident
I'll let it pass the gate
that is my teeth,
the sentence we speak
composed of a few words, three
to be exact.
You might not even react,
thinking that it's a friendly gesture
or a simple fact.
It'll pass, unnoticed, dumb.
But at least I will have it
gone from these lungs.
© Daniel Magner 2013
My mother is a shell
Fragile- it's not hard to tell
That her voice trembles in fear
When he yells for her to grab a beer

My own daughter
Thinks I'm fragile- weak
I'm not brave enough to tell her
His hands are too heavy to speak
I think he wrote
while you baked,
made fairy cakes
or something of the sort
while the young ones
whizzed around
like balloons
released from your fingers.

I think he was
your applicant,
not a bad fit,
frothing with wit,
a kiss made you giddy
like a girl
on their first date
in the heaving city.

On a red day
I think you sighed
when hearing boots
in the hallway but beamed
on a blue day
when he strode
through the door, a tie,
another rough wool jumper.

When he rode
those capsules home
I think perhaps you
wished to nick
your thumb again,
see the crimson seep
and weep as a child
over their father.

I think you wore
the smile of accomplishment
on day forty-two,
enough had bruised you,
pinched your skin
so it hurt and burnt pink,
stung a cheek
and left a tender spot.

I think you didn't want to
but did anyway,
felt all your words
had charred and bled black
so inhaled the haze,
swam under the jar
for the last time, before it fell
and cracked on his floor.
Written: April 2013 and April 2014.
Explanation: A poem written in my own time regarding Sylvia Plath and Ted Hughes. Fitzroy Road is the name of the location she lived at at the time of her death in February of 1963. The poem contains references to some of her work - 'The Applicant', 'A Birthday Present', 'Kindness', 'Cut', 'Daddy', 'Balloons' and 'Edge', as well as her novel The Bell Jar and Hughes's poem 'Red.' This piece took much longer to write than a normal poem. Also uploaded as a Facebook status.
 Apr 2013 jennifer baldwin
brooke
I have kept you here
for too long, asking
for things you can
not even give, i have
not loved you properly
and have self-righteously
shouted to the world
what not to do in
love when I
am just as
much at
fault.
(c) Brooke Otto

Emptying my drafts.
 Apr 2013 jennifer baldwin
amt
Nope
 Apr 2013 jennifer baldwin
amt
Saw him again...
Too awkward to say hi...
Probably doesn't remember...
5 in the morning...
Asleep on the basement floor...
Casually wave...
*Guess not.
02
This is about the breath on your tongue
and the way you looked in my basement
when the world was asleep and my
fingers were wet;
because I can still smell you after
4 a.m. on a Friday night, thinking —
(****, this feeling burns like
a cigarette habit).
Your ******* are the epitome of thunder,
they creep into my skin and leave
me vibrating.

You are restless in between my legs
so I pretend this was easy like
the first time I told you I love you;
rub my hand through your hair as the breath
in my lungs quakes and evaporates
in between us.

It is cold and I am swooning in our
sweat and tears from earlier testimonies,
(I know you care, I saw it in
the way you arched your vertebrae)
and you whimper in your sleep —
waking your bones, your still-life perfection.
I could stay in this mess forever.
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