You'd think it would hurt, seeing your all the time
Deep stabs to my heart when I catch your eye
But I'm so glad we get to see each other everyday
Those little moments mean so much
A glance, a nod, a tap from your umbrella
Anything to let me know you still care
Even if it's just a little bit
And out of habit
But soon, you won't be here anymore
I won't see you
You won't see me
You'll fade away
And I'll be so sad
The dull pain will lessen maybe, but
This slow ache is going to **** me

You and I
Different,
But inextricably linked
Together

You said it perfectly,
We are two sides of the same coin

What I wouldn't give
To lean into you
And feel you press back into me
To place a quick kiss on your neck
When no one is looking
To stay up until 4am
Gossiping about nothing
To know you're still in love with me
And you plan to stay that way
To be promised forever
And have that promise be kept

I miss you
I miss holding you
I miss winking at you
I miss talking to you
I miss feeling as though I'm yours

Yeah, this new guy is exiting
I'm in love with his eyes
I care about him a lot
But I don't love his entire being
Like I do yours
I love everything about you
Really, I do
No matter what
You couldn't do anything to me to make me stop
I care too much
I love you too much
I hope you come back
In the future
I hope you see how perfect we are for each other
I hope I get to love you forever
Like I planned.

I can feel your gaze on my face
Staring at every line, freckle, imperfection
Seeming to memorize each of them
Trying to peer into my soul
Attempting to learn everything about me
By just looking
With those eyes
Those stunning, deeply lidded, green eyes
A green that is filled with a million stories
I could get lost in those beautiful eyes
And for a while,
I just might

I thought I would feel more sad
A little heartbroken
Like I was missing something
But I don't
I don't feel anything,
Really

You used to write me poetry

Now all you feel is anxiety

And I am left with what used to be