Will you cry?
Will even one tear fall from your eye?
Will you think of me day after day?
Thinking on things you wish you did, or didn't say?
Will I be included in those for whom you pray?
Will you dream of me while you sleep at night?
Wishing you could see me with all of your might?
Will you miss me even more as you wake with the morning light?
Wishing so desperately to have me within your sight?
Will you continue to miss me forever?
Awaiting the time when we will be reunited and can be together?

If I have been shot and my life is thru
Someone needs to test his hands for residue
Because I did not do it, I tell you true
This is definitely something I did not do
If I die of some mysterious illness
Understand that there may be something amiss
So check my body for poison and potion
For this is something he could have put in motion
If I die from a hanging
Know that I left this world kicking, screaming and banging
Because I did not want this, I tell you true
This is definitely something I did not want to do
What I am saying is that I do not want to die
Please listen to my cry
Please don't believe his evil lie
It's not from this world, only him from which I desire to fly
So as I lie in the ground
Don't just sit and cry, take a look around
There may evidence to be found

Tears for the innocent children fall
As they are left to die in hot cars at the mall
How could a parent ever "forget" their child?
The toughest charges possible should be filed
They should be sentenced to the same fate as well
Then surely ****** forever in hell
Doomed to an eternity of suffering and pain
For the innocent children they have slain
What kind of world do we live in
Where anyone could commit such an atrocious sin?
I cry for those innocent children
When in the world will this cruel abuse end?

Hello... Are you there? Are you listening?
Can't you hear me? I have changed.
I am a much better person now. Can't you see?
I am standing here bearing my soul for all to see.
Why are you looking right thru me?
I am screaming out, but no one can hear.
Wait... "Am I dead?" ~ I fear...
Why isn't anyone looking? What is going on?
Maybe I am dreaming and will wake with the dawn...
Maybe no one wants to see, maybe they just don't care.
Why? I've worked so hard. This just isn't fair.
No, I am not perfect. I still have a long way to go.
But don't I deserve some recognition?
Please don't tell me no.
Open your eyes. Listen to me please!
Look at me ******! Look and see.
A new, stronger & better version of the old me.
I am standing here bearing my soul.
That's okay, you don't have to notice.
I am still not going to stop because I am on a roll.

Standing here in your spot
Who would ever have thought
That you'd be forever gone...It's so wrong
My heart cries a sad, sad song.
I miss you so
I hope you know
You meant so much
My heart you did touch
It's not the same without you here
Wishing so desperately that you were near
When will it get easier I don't know...
Sometimes the tears still flow
Too many regrets, too many things left unsaid
"What if this", "What if that" swirling thru my head.
Gone but not forgotten, forever in my heart
You always were... right from the start

Into the darkness I sometimes long to fall
To finally get away from it all
Longing for the sweet darkness to surround me
For stress/heartache/turmoil to let me be!
Oh sweet darkness take me away
Must I bear another day?
How serene it would be to let it all go
How serene to sleep forever down below
Close my eyes forever
All ties to stress and pain will sever
Oh sweet darkness take me, surround me
Oh sweet darkness, set me free.

Just a boy with eyes so blue
You were so young how could this happen to you?
What in the world could have made you so sad?
What in the world could have hurt you so bad?
What in the world could have been so intense?
To me, it just doesn't make any sense.
You were only eighteen
There is so much of life you hadn't yet seen.
So much you never had the chance to do
So many that cared so much about you
You are deeply missed by so many people here
So many of us that enjoyed having you near
You were and always will be my dear friend
You may be gone but this is not the end.
Although we may be physically apart,
You are and always will be in my heart
Just a beautiful boy with eyes so blue
You were so young Why in the world did this happen to you?