My mama used to leave me at home,
Leaving me with only pencil and papers alone.
I started scribbling forming things unknown.
And soon mama noticed something I form.

The lines I made gradually make sense,
Shapes and letters my step to be literate.
They let me into kindergarten
And enhance the knowledge i have taken.

In my grade school days I embrace knowledge
I carry those learnings like a luggage.
Those things I acquire it made me confident
That builds my self from past to present.

Struck by a stranger beauty
          ignored but not forgotten
          ignored but can't deny
the time made way to thee
seeking to hide in friendly wise
the heart so full of hardihood
        ignored but not forgotten
the wall of faithfulness was tall enough
to conceal this feelings for thee
my heart, mind and soul clashes once again
           ignored but can't deny
His words to me are concrete, yet
your lovely eyes weakens it
inner battle has started ego vs super ego
           ignored but can't deny
heart beats fast but must slowdown
fade far away, disintegrate and melt
this wicked feeling of mine reminds me
of a dead man i was before that
has been save and made alive
            must forgot but I won't deny
I will never forget those lovely eyes