trees without their leaves
cool breeze as i walked alone
darkness held me tight

It wasn't meant to be.
LA would've let me in.
I would have let you.

You don't smile so much
I really like when you do
Have I made you smile?

We listened to music to feel

From morning to night we'd share our thoughts
In vulnerability, we would get caught
We would share sadness and it somehow made me happy
But I couldn't tell how you felt about me

I only wish you didn't get distant
I can't tell if I need to be more insistent

I wish you'd be real with me.

We listened to music to feel
Now we just talk awkwardly over it.

Brightened my mornings
Kept me warm in the winter
Wish we were still there