Should I tell you that you can fall
just so we both can rest underneath it all?
Should the ice overtake us?
when we jump from cloud to cloud
running out
falling down
just to bruise and come back now

should you die to know that i could have saved you anyway'
or should i go on with the plan that i have known since that day
and i know the demons won't take you away
but i don't know what God wants me to say

sometimes it's easier to be still
but when is it time to move?

if you died
we would all remember you
but too many great people
don't make it on the newspaper
because kim kardashian decided to name her kid
north west

if i decided to let you break
how fast would you leave me?
if i told you not to
how fast would you hate me?
if i gave you a choice
would you choose to have a choice
or would you choose to try to explain to God
why you wouldn't let him help you?

and expect him to make an exception
because you had a bad life
and i would see you in my dreams
because i gave you permission
but i won't give you permission
to hate God
or permission
to love death
or permission
to fly into a house

holding back the tears i tried to shed before
1 step 2 step 3 step 4
falling back because there's more
trying to tell you what i've been thinking about
all this time
all this time
but i'm stalling
stalling
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i never wanted it to be this way
but i have to stall to save the day
and while you waste your time
reading this little piece of mine
i can't bring myself to ask
why i haven't brought up my task

grace?
but a memory on the shadow of my face.
hate?
but an action that i would love to chase, but it’s impossible
now i have to lie at the cost of my sanity
i thought you were there for me

speechless
what do you want me to say next
i hear it
but no one seems to hear it but me
my heart is open but you don’t seem to see it beat?
is it too late to go back and change what i did
*so you can believe the words i speak?

carnal chases carnal chases
memories of deadly faces
lusting after all i believe
i can't pretend i know anything
inner beauty
harvest returns
every second
burn by burn
carnal chases carnal chases
nobody remembers the pretty faces

plastic smiles and denial can only take you so far
*but then you break when the fake facade leaves You in the dark

i'm sorry for being me.
i promise it'll never happen again.
but sometimes when i'm alone
i am my only friend
i know you want me to be social
but i'll say it once again
my mirror understands me
and she'll leave if i give in.
your backing me into a corner here
can you back up a bit?
i need to breath my own air
and marijuana is not it
and if that is being normal i don't wanna fit in