Under neither this blanket of depression,  lies sweet tender love built up from suspension
I'll give it all to you my love for you cure those awful blues
For each day and night I strive for those moments with just you
I may not yet have found you but some day I will
I need to keep unmasking these creatures that pose as the one and only you

Iv read to many books in my life, to many that i just stopped counting. Getting lost in the words around me that it feels like i am always drowning. I cant help but to think of all that's in a writers mind, what do they think day to day, and do they ever change their mind? I wish i could just travel through out every aspect of their mind. Not just peeping or creep and tip toe around but to actually venture and see what lies behind that beautifully twisted mind . Maybe create and sink into one, even if only for a whole day my mind would be forever satisfied and intoxicated all at one.   
So to all of those writers, musicians, and artists all around if your reading this right now, would you tell me you would be down.

Everyone thinks there living in a mind of gold, but the simplicity is not in the eyes of the behold. Its all wrapped up in this ****** up equation, for its not a simple game of who's in and who's hated.  You have to look past the positives and the negatives to see everyone is disengaging.  When you see that the positives and the negatives cancel out you will see for life itself will surly bleed out.  The generations ****** up seeing black and white, trying to think and act out everyone else's own life. Its kinda ****** when everyone is thinking for you, especially when they don't truly even know you. We are all lost and no one seems to care, but when it comes down to it it starts with you and a breath of fresh air. So before you go out and judge all those life's just remember in the end you have to live within your own mind.

I try to stay on task each day, but for me it is quite hard.
My mind tends to wonder things to the future, past, and so on.
I can't seem to get it straight, that priority's can not wait.
But in my mind i like to travel, question, think, and relate.
I need to see things straight through without any debate, because right now i seem to be running a little late.

traveling day to day wondering who i might be.
i try a lot of different things, things i might want to be.
its hard to choose from all those things from all around the place,
in the end i might just end up wasting precious space.