Jay Lewis

Jay Lewis Apr 12

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I want to hold you
Forever in my arms
My word will stay true
Until death do us part

Jay Lewis Apr 11

I said: maybe things will get better just give it a little time.
I pause to live in this delusion of mine.

Where love is abundant.
Where money is no object.
Where all my family are healthy.
Where my friends suddenly care.
I see the sunshine and it wants to stay for a while.

Jay Lewis Apr 11

And he called me Acid mouth

Hung a picture on the fridge,
while you were smoking cannabis.
Did you even notice?

I was too young to realise,
your mother was playing favourites and I,
I could never compete.

Always wanted to do you proud,
But I’m looking back at it all now.
Is the point for you just to love me?

How sad my grandmother doesn’t act like one.

Jay Lewis Apr 8

Fading away

I feel so broken.
I’m turning blue.
I beg you not to scream at me,
But you still do.

I cry my little heart out,
And wish it wasn’t true.
But last night you said to me;
“I’m leaving you”.

Jay Lewis Apr 8

Going into a spiral again

I don’t want to wake up,
and feel the sun on my skin.

Every new friend,
turns their back in the end.

Jay Lewis Apr 8

So called

When I was sat shaking,
Holding back my tears.
You decided to highlight
And poke fun at my fears.

I’m glad you laughed.
I’m glad my relationship made you laugh.

It’s not the first time,
a “so called” friend stabbed me in the back.

Jay Lewis Mar 17

A lullaby for May.

You are so strong
like a flower blooming in the gloom.
You are so warm
like the sunshine in June.
You are sweetest person
That I ever knew.
You were my best friend,
I never forgot, did you?

So I say
Forget me, forget me not.
I wish I could go back and change the plot.
Forgive me, and forget me not.
I never wanted us
to be apart.