Im about to fail
But everyone makes mistakes right?
No! Not right!
Not when your life depends on it.
Im prepared to fail
Because im pretty good
At cleaning up a big mess

Today I wore
Ketchup and Mustard
Because I wanted to
Not everyone can do this
And get away with it
But I did it
Because I wanted to
Tomorrow is a new day
Maybe mayo or tartar
Just anything but barbecue
But it's not about my sauces
Or my meat for that matter
It's about my feelings
Bite me because im what you love

Loose mind
Caught up in the now
The future becomes less relevant
A rest from the pressures
Of becoming purposeful
A chance to relax
To breathe in
Then out
Then...

A pure vibration
All through out my sensation
I ******* climaxed

You try to kiss me
I would rather you not
That's overrated

Just let me touch you
In inappropriate ways
Because you like it

Remove all my clothes
But make sure the lights are off
It's best in the dark

After a nice date
We can talk to the blue moon
To unlock our lust

Leave me
I give you permission
To exit my life, stage right
Don't look back please
Just kiss my left cheek
Tell me you care
You'll always be there
And walk away for good
But don't be there anyway
Dont' call me on my birthday
Don't find small things to say
Just don't think about me
You can ask my friends how I am
But don't check to see for yourself
It's a trap we don't want to fall into... again
Shed a few tears for me
For the thoughts of what we could be
Those memories we'll never get the chance to see
The end of our "everlasting" destiny
Just go, my love
Walk out my heart and slam the door behind you
Hurt me with your goodbye
It's okay, I won't hate you
Just let us go
But not just 'cause I told you so

I unlove you
I don't care if it's a neologism
It's my heart you imprisoned
And I unlove you for that

You were everything I wanted
Because I love everything you're not
I love it a lot, like a lot a lot
And I love what you don't look like
I've fallen head over heels for
Whose personality you don't resemble
I long for the way your kisses differ
How the *** isn't as curricular
But of course that's not enough

I want to want you
And "you" is an easy word to rhyme with
So that's what I won't do
See how easily I'm distracted away
From what you've got, what I can't say?
Because all I know is what you don't relay
How we share a not-so-bad day
I've got a question... if I may

I should love you for what you've got, right?
For all you are and not for who you're not, right?
If this holds true, we'll descend from the spotlight
'Cause I don't care about who you are, just who you're not quite
I unlove you with my whole heart
And I refuse to dig any further
I like to love everthing you're not about
And I pray that's okay with you

You don't like love
You just know time is a tickin'
Life is a bomb, and the heart is the victim
Eyes big with ambition
And wanting bad ******* becomes
The way you feel free, but it's krypted
It's a trap for those who are less gifted
The ignoramus who your teachers depicted
As the ones
You don't wanna become
You waste your day away the way you make
Your world say ****** words about your being
Striving to be the "spice" of the night
But you didn't think twice
Stuck your ******* vice
And it bit you with the venom
Now you're scarred up for life
In the mind there are things like,
Demons you shouldn't expose to light
Look beyond the little temporary pleasures
Find what's left in life for your face to elate to
Long live the bad ******* you didn't need
They gonna find the right man, indeed
Tell them mazel tov, and tell yourself
There's plenty people for me
And keep swimming, indefinitely
You're  a lost soul half stepping
The pain of the game got you trippin
Thought the head was whatever
That place was good, but this is better
Smile and shake a new hand for the change
Reaching happiness inside, you're not far from range.
Don't trend like the words a poet site
Strive for success and live life right
Not taking no for an answer
Lift the sagging pants up
And walk with dignity into your *dream

I miss you
And you're not mine
But what's worse
Is I'm someone else's

Love is overrated
Hate is anticipated
Sorrow seals the deal
Love last never
Hate churns forever
Sorrow becomes kin
Love is overrated
Hate can be negated but,
Sorrow will always win

So in love
So blatantly in love
Yet so cowardly unfulfilled
Fueled are those heated angers
As fire spews from you,
Directly into my inspiration
Burning any potential
For me to be a better partner
Fury boils your blood
You have no sense of hesitation
And I'm the red flag waving
For the horns of your greed
To stab straight through my heart
As I lay there wounded, cut deep
You won't return until I've bled out
And you can devour me all over again

It's impossible
The way you woo me
With just your glance
It's so strange
The way you **** me
With just your stance
I bite my lip
In an attempt to
Stray off this temptation
But I can't take it.
The way your flesh feels
On my bare hands
Your eyes telling me
Passionate love stories
Of our soon to be first time
And my eyes trained...
Yes trained to remain blank
The way you touch me...
The way you stare...
The way you want me...
My attention, affection
My love, my drive
My ***.
I feel the same
But I am trained to refrain.
Temptations the game
And I, it's pawn.

This is what happens.
When you get too comfortable
I ain't even mad.

Accidental way
Of showing you exactly
What you did to me

I can't put into words
How I feel about you.
Three years and counting
And drawing a blank.
The love is there
All the love that I have.
But I just can't tell you...
How much
How long
Nothing.
Im really happy
But I can't express that on paper
I can't stress that you're perfect
And I don't deserve it, but...
I'll try by showing you
Im blessed to be knowing you
You're wonderful.
But my mind writes poems
About my single regret
My temptations
And my short comings
Never about you.
Maybe I fell in love
With a girl who...
Made the poet at a loss for words...
And I treasure you for that.
You took my breath away.

A borrowed attire
A ***** curly fro
A slant set of shoulders
A "lawn" that is mowed
Soft caramel skin
Four new tattoos
Old holes from piercings
No longer in use.
A taller frame
And a nice juicy ****
******* to match
But a small little gut
A refurbished heart
A genuine smile
A great listener
Keeps old things on file
A charming stare
But not much to say
She'll sneak in your heart
In a phenomenal way
Ready for anything
When put to the test
Yes, she has her flaws
But she's close to the best.

I was wrong.
I was so wrong.
So selfish
And young.
I am so sorry.
5 years later.
It's meaningless
I know.
But you should know.
It still hurts.
To see how I hurt you.
A sharp pain.
Where my heart is.
Where my heart,
Should have been.
You deserved better.
I hope you have better.
But I'm still selfish
Because I want you back.
I want it all over again.
I want to love you again.
The right way.
Just one night.
Can I hold you
Can I kiss you
Can I love you?
Just one more time
And make it last forever
I would never let go
Dreams don't come true
But I'll keep dreaming
So I can have you
I'll always be sorry
I'll always love you
And I'll always want yu back.
You're perfect.
And I will admit...
I was wrong
I was so wrong

You don't know me & its not your fault.
'Cause I console me and that **** aint hot.
I really love you but the **** I did negated that.
I never have regrets but I know I would take it back.
I didn't mean it; it was words; it didn't mean a thing.
I can't express of all the feelings and the joy you bring.
Stupid decisions lost my luxury and I'm aware.
Things you witnessed formed a vision that I just don't care.

Lemme let you know why I got twinkles in my eyes.
Its not because of my own feelings; I put those aside.
I swore I'd never hurt you. and I said my word is bond.
I know I did & now I'm numb; & don't think I'll move on.
I'd do anything to make you understand what's true.
I just want it to be love between just me & you.
I know the things I did would contradict my every word.
But if you read it over, everything just sounds absurd.

You the only one I love and care about right now.
Trying to explain the stupid **** but don't know how.
I really dreaded that this day right here was soon to come.
It was all a front; but I know where you're coming from.
You said that I'm a sneaky liar & that **** aint true.
I didn't lie when I said I'd do anything for you.
It hurts to know that I just lost something that was so good.
I'd go back in time and change what I did if I could.

I hate to think about you; just being real.
It hurts so ******* bad how all this **** has made me feel.

The way your porcelain skin touches light
Your waterfall curls provocatively grace the wind
Those brown eyes take away my virginity
That scent you carry with such promiscuity
You want my intellect
You want my drive
You want me to want you
Don't you...?
I am yours.
The way your jeans caress your curves
Your voice sings to my every being
And the sky delights at the sight of your smile
The celestial sway of each step you take
Each gaze my way, an attribution to my euphoria
My mind wipes clean and thinks solely of you
How I yearn to be get so deep into your imagination
I'll find you beautiful girl
And I'll take your darling breath away.

The shy eye contact
And rapid heart beat
Before every new first kiss.
The same clammy hands
Same choked up notions
Wannabe fluid motions
Tryna keep your cool.
Knowing the essence
Of her presence
And willing to seize it.
Playing with her curls
Gently hold her neck
And lean her closer...
To your soul.
Open every piece of you
And share it.
With a new first kiss.
Dazed eyes and timid smiles
It's all worth while
For that new first kiss

I work hard for me.
I don't think you see,
That just because it's mine
Doesn't mean it's free,
For you to just use.
Because I feel abused
I buy things for me.
And not for your muse.
You could atleast ask
It's not a hard task
You have no respect
And I can't wear a mask,
To hide how I feel.
Because you should know the deal
I work hard for me
Not for you to steal,
Every nice thing I've got
Because I work a lot
And you don't do ****
Not to blow up your spot,
But I work for my check
So don't come at my neck
When I blow up at you
All I want is respect

Im so in love.
I wanna tell the world
But I must not boast.
For that is a sin.
And I thank the man in hell
For leading me into temptation
Because now, I'm deeper in love
Love has to stand the test of time
And my love is steadfast
For you and only you.
Im so in love,
I want to enjoy natures touch
With you by my side
Frolic is flowerbeds
Catch butterflies and get high
Under the trees breezes.
Im so in love!
And I won't ever let go again
I love you like rain reaching desert land
And... I don't know what I'd do without you
So when you're feeling down,
I'll look in the mirror and remind you
Just how amazing you really are.
I love you, me.

Women like you make me realize
I should open my eyes
What's right in front of me
Is all I'll ever need
My one girl
In our one world
Females like you are the reason
I should cherish mine
Fine dining and wine
Everything top of the line
Feed her grapes off the vine
Make the *** chill her spine.
It just won't get any better
I got a trend setter
And my bed couldn't get wetter
Girls like you are the reason
Im gonna change my life
Make her my wife
And end all the trife
Things that I do
I have queen
Who knows she means
This whole world to me
For *eternity

You make me sick
Depend on her for your ****
Cuz I'm doneee with it.

you make me wanna...
punch your ******* face in
pop six packs out the case and
drink til im chasing
myself around this house...
you dumb *****
who the **** do you think this is.
**** me all day, then you got a night cap *****?
**** i look like?
some ***** you just kickin it wit
couldn't even put my **** in it
before you switched
just know, you aint slick.
hoes won't learn
til they ******* burn
I hate to be so blunt,
babygirl... it's your turn
so don't come to me on no i love you ****
save it all for the hick licking on your ****.
i don't have time for the games,
shorty you lame,
you wanna bump me down...
***** watch me do the same.
motha fuckah.

She...
Seems to have captured me
Locked me here with her essence
To yearn for her presence
Though im not her preference.
Is this a joke
That you poke?
Do you laugh
While I sulk...
In your honor?
I can't bother!
I hate to sound so trill
But "do you think about me, still"
Are there feelings you'd spill?
If you had the will...
To change what we had
Cuz it wasn't all bad
Would you take the chance?
I need a handbook, a demonstration
Rules for our relations
Because you're losing participation
And I feel like im waiting, impatient.
And...
I know another girl holds you, ***** you.
Takes you into ecstasy
Pleasures your every being.
But...
Is this just a test for me?
To see how long, I can hold on.
It's slipping cuz , im not too strong.
Or do I have it all wrong
And you just want me to move on?
I'm wasting my time,
But I'm stuck on you
With no clue
What I should do
And just so you know,
I'll probably never stop loving you...

I am not a poet
For poets seize to leave blank pages
Telling stories til their ripe old ages
Filling souls with inspiration
Spilling joys of all relations
But I don't have ****...
Blank pages waiting to by graced by my pen
But my mind feels as empty as the sheets I'm drowning in
How I yearn to be a poet
To let loose my tensions,
My fears
The love so deep inside me
I need a release,
But I just can't word it
Can't phrase it
Because I am not a poet

You can't pause me
Pause life
Pause we
My heart waits for nothing
and no one
Time is of the essence
I can't be put on hold
Because I can't hold on

Life can be lived happily
To take a chance
To roll the dice
To figure out what's right
But who wants to gamble
When all the great things
End for the worse
Joy with pain
Love with rain
Infatuation with "I'm over you"
Seeing sides of things you never knew
Never wanted to
Life can be lived happily
To take a chance
To roll the dice
To never know if things will turn out right
Is it worth the risk?
Could we resist?

If I could take it all back I would,
But regret is never the answer
Nor can I be the hypocrite
Telling you to quit
Nor can I be the one you want
Or need, for that matter
I plan to leave you be...
Eventually
Because you'll do better without me
We're not strong enough to stand this
And I hate that you compare
For I feel that im worth more
But maybe I'll just go
So you can be happy too
Gotta learn life without you
Im sure you'll be fine.
The star is losing her shine.
To glow in another night sky besides mine

I never realized
How much I really loved you
Until you were gone

the fairytales i conjure up
never seem to fade.
its like they're haunting me;
and its daunting to believe
that they'll never come true...
with you.
i dream of olden days,
the pictures we'd take
the things tht we'd say.
jokes and love and happiness
love and infatuation and your sweet kiss-ing
keeps me reminiscing. 
but for what purpose?
im losing tht need to love you
if i cant touch you, hug you...
let love not flow like ab...cd
can we glimpse into the past?
just for this moment,
let me hold it.
i miss the days;
without a question
and my fairytales linger,
like the sour smell of spoiled GOODS.
yet, i cant let them go.
but i have to keep steadfast:
like, ab..cd

I love you but...
There's something about us
i just don't like.
**** the politics
I'll eat where I wanna lick
But this is past that...
You were the last cat
That on my lap, sat
And I just don't miss you.
Won't kiss you, forever diss you
Then I drop the bomb
On my own ****, blown ****
And **** it up easy
Cuz this **** appeased me.
I love you but...
I don't want you
And that's all because
I just don't want to