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 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
We slowly danced
by the rhythm of the
classical music as
the enormous crystal
chandelier was
shining above us.
My dress was shinier.
Since when do you
start listening to
Beethoven like the
national anthem?
The slender skillful fingers
would only wish to
leave marks on the
white keys of the piano.
Instead, it left an invisible
satisfaction in my ears.
Red roses freshly planted,
they acted as an
intoxicating perfume.
The cold snake of
white tears froze my heart.
Flowers in my hair
suited me more than
pearls on my neck.
But i lost my balance and
the entire night sky
spilled upon me.
Along with the stars...
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
And then the
two emeralds
pierced my soul
again.
The applause sounded
like the silent wind
as he was disappearing
in the cheerful crowd.
I followed his footsteps.
Far from the lights,
close to the leather car seats .
The moon persued us and
witnessed the moment when
the bird finally lost her wings
that were already broken.
Because she wasn't hit by a
white river stone, but by a
real diamond.
No one can take my freedom away
... Or so she thought
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
Beauty lies in the
hope that never dies.

("I can set you free")

Although the child has
seen all the evil in
her eyes, it could only
picture her as the innocent
angel she once used to be.

("My freedom is lost long ago")

With all her grandeur and magnificence.
Now hurt but still proud.

("Then i'll come with you")

Head down but eyes wide open,
staring at the remains of
her sold soul...

("You know nothing of hell")
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
I'm looking for
places to run and hide.
I'm afraid of it-the light,
it burns my skin.
And my raven wings.
Living in darkness,
so far behind.
You can't see my beauty
during the day, but at night
magic happens as the sky
starts to cry with me.
I find eternal peace in the rain.
It washes my soul full of sins.
I feel clean even if it's just pretend.
My smile is trapped in ever
raindrop disappearing
in the foggy lake.
It's scary what a smile can hide.
I'm dying, i'm dying...
Sometimes angels need
saving too.
And the darkness, my child,
is the only place you will find me.
Am i scaring you tonight, my child?
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
Diamonds
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
Diamonds reflecting on the sun,
rainbows on my skin.
Seeking the lost light of my
empty black sky.
Pearls on my neck.
He stole my star, just visions of
galaxies left scattered.
He threw water on my flame.
When it's gone, i'm not alive.
No! I saw the light inside him.
Summer is still in the air, smells like vanilla.
Heaven's in his emeralds.
White gold lines my heart, but burnt
from the dead memories,from the dead life journey
leading me towards the dark abyss.
Unknown,stranger,stolen images.
Can you buy me more diamonds?
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
The chiming of church bells.
My heart is louder.
Lines of roses guide me toward the light,
the real gold slowly melting on the horizon.
Taking away my last breath of real freedom.
Burning lanterns desperately imitating the stars in the night air
while the silver crowned me as the queen of disaster.
My white veil painted my face with black lace,
lightened up by the moonlight.
Dancing in the night as he whistles my name.
Don't make me cry!
I can see, that once I was blind, scared that I wont find
all the answers. Because this... is the last time
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
In summertime
her free spirit ran
with bare feet
through the sunflowers
with the wind in her hair,
listening to the
trees sway and creek.
At that moment she was...  unstoppable
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
Tell me the story
of the girl
who was so
in love with the sun
that she turned
into a sunflower
just to look at him
from dawn to dusk...
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
My abyss
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
The moon became my sun.
The stars became my clouds.
The night became my day.
And you?
You became my abyss...
 May 2017 Jawad
Autumn Rose
You looked for me in the brightest star in the night.
You looked for me in the whitest cloud in the sky.
You looked for me in the briarest rose in the garden.
You looked for me one the highest pine tree in the forest.
You looked for me in the deepest seashell in the sea.
  I wasn't in the brightest star.
  I wasn't in the whitest cloud.
  I wasn't in the briarest rose.
  I wasn't on the highest pine tree.
  And I wasn't in the deepest seashell.
Why? - Because i was in your heart, mislaid in the darkest corner.
You just had to feel me inside of you to find me.
But you never did...
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