Do you know where we are from?
Do you know where we've been?
Do you know where you've set foot?
Do you hear the wind?

Suffocating to breathe
Living with need

Do you believe in something more?
Do you know what we have in store?
Do you trust what you have been given?
Do what you must,
bleed and you are forgiven
Driven into a frenzy of loathing of hate
Brittle bones turn to ash
We are the red moon
We are opposites destined to clash

Tomorrow night when the moon is right
My heartbreak settles just for a night
My mind is free with no paranoid fright
Just for a night i am whole an complete
Just for a night i return to the wilds
Happily abandoning all whims of strife
Joyful the night when the moon is right
It brings out perfection an every ounce of might
A single cycle leading to the bright
A merry angelic primordial night
Tomorrow leads tomorrow in sight
Just one more time if u may and might
Bring out the ancient child
An heal my hearts weighted blight.

Trembling he follows the being
Striding through the night
Mumbling he speaks
His heart pounding
Forward.
Firmly he stiffens
His eyes wide
Grimly he grimaces
He knows the budgets tight
Shuffling, each step scraping across the divide
Struggling to grip that which doesnt leave his side

Coherently it proclaims
We have almost arrived
Feverently he protests
I nearly have it defined
Distinguished but in jest
You dont have a choice

In time my kind will hold your voice
We will hoist the strings
Puppeteering the mind

We will shine
Bright
Brilliant
Boundless
Soundless
Mindless
Soulless
Fateless
A disgrace to us
Claimed our cage
In the last age
Now centre stage
A guide to the book
The egos playmate

Hes walking, bobbing his head slow
Hes talking, mastering the puppet show
Hes stalking, prodding a deep breath
Hes glaring, blowing a shallow death

Hes baring, his soul to those who know
Hes meaning, gleaming a future of a mans tainted home
A face of stone
Claiming the stained knowledge of the ones thought lost to the blizzard
Stitched and sewn

Phony facade, artificial barricade
Slimy placards, instigator serenade
Plagiarized identity, copy and the easy paste
Clearing the empty lobotomized  
Shadow place

A large barren space between the spine
And the ace of spades sternum
Separation of the shine an the sheen of a demanding emotion
he never put the effort into understanding or accepting the motions
All devotion

A catastrophic energy
Imploding sun
Created malformed distinguished
Clueless fun
Strumming the chords of the sated
She decided
Humming to the tune of the hated
She confided
Twirling to the beat of the black satyr
She piloted the light
Downward
Where there i sat
Delighted

On the precipice of tears with nothing to note
Devoted an devout disgusting and remote
Dripping with doubt
blissfully digesting
All are little boys, toys that float
the men are resting
Guided goaded guilt ridden and betrayed
We have a future now to be made
Cleanse your mind of folly
Of your self serving doubt
For all will be revealed beneath
When unshrouded doth he come
Pronounced

The fool made his mark this day
The arrogant sewed his fortune tonight
A tool wielded racked with decay
A surrogate showed its optimal flight
By the stool, shielded an eager to say
Approximate! bellowed the optical plight
Madman, guilded an meager
Leaps into the fray
Where battling the sin
Stay away he cried
Shedding his stoic skin
Sway me to leave
Yielded to all within him
He could not bid her to go
So off she went for good
Betrayed by a clone
He could not have known
For the years he has spent
On this earth alone
Dont equate
To what came with loves glow
That came with her
Coming home.

Whats with the obscenely lucid dreams im having?
Cutting slicing, bruising and stabbing
My thoughts are tragic. I am manic
Hair is standing to attention, you hear that static?
Cant take anymore, confusion im frantic
I need a sweet reprieve, a few moments, no antics
But there is no air for me to brokenly breathe
When i am Deceived by a seductive spot of relief,
It is my belief that death and an end is no cause for grief

The psychodynamic calamity.
The real power is in the fewer.
Review her
Secure her
With a stoic mask of memories ensure her place

It is a medicine a cure, a tonic of enlightenment
It brings balance to malevolence
A portal to the pure
Speaking of a frightened man it is an undertaking to be sure.

Without dropping comparison
You Will Never Reach The Shore
You were Born with a foot in the fade
You Seek out what was silenced
As we have so much energy to trade
You may find the knowledge needed
in the next meditation assignment.

A small sweet young stone
Immovable for love has been shown
Ecstatic grins above the rainbow

I knew just where to take her
I knew where to go

I wish i dreamt i hoped an i focused
The real reason unbeknownst to the locust
Unannounced we prime the slow bit
Slurring our words an choking on smoke hits
We clip an tear but beware the air isnt safe at all in there

It was us it was me gliding across infinite uncertainties
Hidden to me but you could see
We were probably not meant to be

Blinding but beating my heart takes a shape
Not normal nor usual but my body it will make
My soul for eternity
I envisioned a soul mate
But gently an slowly love began to wither
Over time i changed my tune and with loves harpoon
I shrivelled into a slither

I sit here shining in a nighttime sweat
No complaints to give no stakes to bet
Whole and complete my life of meaning
Deliver the message of peace and the
apprehension of feeling

Gleaming incline
Tilted
The rocky road
Stumble in line
To witness
The Fumbled fight
They Reached for the stars to embrace their light
But try try try
They became empty
The powers inside

We tread this path on our own
But not without the others
For we as one
We as many
As we are
Shoulder to shoulder siblings of the great Autumn Jarl

If we fail
Falling we glide
Toward the next step
A new motivation flies
Clearing the distance and screaming a sigh
Thats another love gone by
So now
I walk within an ether glow
Seeing only within a veil the shroud

I speak only to those in the know
And hold my tongue lest i be proud

I hear the flowing delight of sound
But obsidian eyes follow me round
Yelling paranoia an still climbing down

But as above, below we find
A growing desperate glitching mind
Over matter though, an easy night
Black an white
No wrong or right
Nothing lost
nothing found
All the while
Never a frown
Never to stir
Belonging to no one
No yellowy brown
Not him
Not her
No trust
No lust
All guilt
All repression
Sorted into individual moods
Precognition
Quiet unmoving
Cant flinch too soon

A predilection towards a stoic nature
Depression doesnt mix well
Being the Stone is safer.

A quick delve into a lucid dream
a dream of complete control
Where reality is at my command everyone my thrall
A dream that so readily damaged my heart my mind and soul

Boundless wonder, my imagination
Implores the water to fall
Cloaked n masked a tall figure
Reveals a hint of what is in store
But knowledge of the unkown always
Ends up a draw

A sacrifice is on the cards
your will folded to steel
See with us connect with me
An a higher state unsealed
Intuition that hint of magic
Come forth and let ye be healed

We touch an i feel it
the connection unbound
I am lifted then dropped from 10 feet above the ground
Kneeling i was challenged my mental acuity fading
Suddenly im somewhere else an through water i was wading

A short walk i knew this place
A place id been before
But then thrown
to where i fell
Onto a hardwood floor  

Where a trio of ghosts aligned
combined they were a memory
An experience not mine become so
I witnessed
But with recognition came sorrow and to the depths of the void i go

Personified these characters
As i am i know them well
The details of what occured
They fill me with horror still
They haunt my mind
They haunt my heart
It nearly broke my will

A lustful nature of friends an smiles
Good an careless fun
Tumorous deceit inhibitions
Life is ending run  
Run
Run

Cant process what ive seen
My Mind set ablaze
Tears and blood mix with the mud as the rain begins to haze
Everything with a shiny glint of something hopeful, pain
Destiny an soulmates so fragile so clueless.
An embodiment of disdain
Brain pounding heart shattering
I was the one who chose this

Then awake startled sweating an aching
See a ghost lying next to me silent
My heart is quaking
Cracking breaking sharp jolting pain
Calls the torrent that ocular rain

Back and forth rocking
Maniacal in his delusions
Yearning for a more intimate seclusion
Pray that something seen
Is not
within the realm of realistic conclusion


2 hours have now passed
The shakes are still with me
I hope to what i have faith in
That this will not eat through me

Grown and confident
I drowned in a sea of love last night
I flew through a thick den of fright
Conquered my fears
Overcame with might
Steering clear of deep moonlight
Shuddered, stopped halted by the sight
The words, the cheer, the smile
The spite
The anger the rage
That isnt me
Once
The hermit the sage
Now i find the book to burn the page and throw the memories to the fire
Hearing a sad whimper from cupids lyre

The Emotions go with them
The love an lust aswell
Grand notions within them
Locked in an iron cell
now
The boy once again has been shown
And now he turns back into stone.

Im seeing red, black and blue
Im seeing blood, bones and teeth
Im seeing a river, ferocious, dreaming
I never heard the call over the cacophony of screaming

Blistered red swollen cracked bleed
Cutting out the pieces i do not need
Seeing, finding where the river leads
Down down seeps into the deep black
A dark colour, a minor setback

No friends no enemies no lovers no family
No hate no love no happy no sorrow
You can lose a smile but it can never be borrowed
Stay still, silent bones
strength an marrow
Yeah nah im fine alone.

I remember who i am
Who i was
Will be
I remember the joy
The hate
Suffering
I remember the cold
The dark
Muttering
I remember the words
The pillars
How to sing
I came to know
I came to see
I came to remember
The profound
The glee
Remember the teacher
The essence
Turned preacher of the divine
Speculate inquire curious an
Benign

Trivial things do not come by
Now everything matters
Every why
Every who
Every when
Too easy to forget again
Need a reminder
An inspiration
The tonic of transformation
The world
The we
Heralds of indoctrination

Sleeping minds wander past
But some open their eyes at last
And witness the glory the reverence
Whispering in tenement masks
They ache they weep
Their task n purpose deeply unknown
Drips down their cheek
The resonance of my home

It was the strike of twelve on a dark dark night
The moon was watching an oh so bright
The stars they delightfully danced
When i fell into the deepest trance

Could barely hear see or smell
But this was a feeling i knew well
Like an old friend coming to talk
Sold me on a calming walk

So off i went i tripped n stumbled
A fantastic heart heard me mumble
She welcomed me gave me her all
So smitten with the romance i fall
To the depths of bliss an laughter she calls
Yeah I still hear her sometimes

The brilliant one
The goddess
The rising sun
The long dress
The beating drum
The only one
The woman i spend my dreams with

Dying in the arms of those above
Comforted by the cries of burning doves
I couldnt see far enough ahead my love
With all our powers of reason and logic
Nothing is learnt from these holy seasons, annointed
We continually arrive at this same summit, disjointed

Lame and dumb
Blind and mute
Hes under my thumb
Kind n astute
Witty lil chum
Sight the acute
Whisper the glum
Stir the newte
Equate our sum
Riddle a flute
Fiddle with fun
Fall up the chute
Bring down the sun
Tie up the suit
ready the gun
Load your shoes
Prepare to run
You hold no clue

A whispering wisdom subtle and few
A glimmering kingdom untold and new
Find an answer, sight the question
Inherited knowledge Belies your years
But entranced and dancing, fighting the tension
Soaring clear of the chaotic cheers
A veteran of the darker fears

Reaching for it, for any reason
Holding it close, my stability
Soft to start, quick to hurt
But i endure
For
An embrace that warms me
Gives me a smile
Relaxing the dark thoughts
That have been here a while

No anxiety an no fear to find
Peace tranquility
How blessed am i
Things tend to spiral
Paranoid i cry
But not while i hold her
So tightly so often
But rarely have i felt
Emboldened

A companion
The warmth
The connection
Im torn
The way the heart sings
A simple kiss
Some of the things i need
And miss

Now to have this partner of glass
Ive caused this myself
And the supply never lasts

In the time it takes between
The songs with gristle gleam
Beaming with solar vanity
While teaming with a deeper humanity
Religiously we flock
to those with confidence in stock
Aimlessly wandering with widows
We take what we forgot

Oh how time reveals its tick

Knocking on the gates barred an banned, entranced.
Blameless we endure and forever we perform our dance

We know where we belong
Right here on this plant
Rooted we are bound together
Surround them hear our chant
We walk with infinity
You have known our names as such
Rebellion and divinty
Maybe you were told too much
Pieces start to form
Patterns revealed to the eye
With a deep sigh we start to perceive
The devil lies solely in our mind

I was a giant tumbling in the sky
Falling for, an after that feeling of goodbye
Crashing down into the violet eye
The stark light
A vision
The future passing by
Up ahead on the street
Do i turn left or do i right

It showed of a future
long dreamt of before
Peace among people
No sick an no sore
All with food in their hand
Arriving at the choice
Where Fate would have its way

My eyelids close
I walk to the right
My eardrums shatter due to something out of sight
Slumped and crumpled beneath the great oak
A child of the bark stoked the flame an choked
Have we made a wrong turn
Our humanity seemingly cloaked
Its ripped an chaotic
A great cyclone of hatred
Devoid of hope
We drown ourselves endlessly
Sinking the only boat.

Sitting silent, devils lair
Quick quiet movement, deceptive pair
A passive shift to violent, deranged glare
Her fiery entropic trident, deceivers snare
I was caught within his garden  
Stumbled upon his shed
Where he can see anywhere
Even inside your head
An as you lay for slumber
Looming around your bed
Wait till you hear his number
Ding, to wake you. Heart of dread

We are all equal
Words already said
Frequency and vibration
Concepts to be bled
Anger and pain
Now they flee with the rain
So Listen, and heed the words behold Rethink all you have been told
Let the universe know, you are set
Forget the ways an break the mold
To Find we are fishing without a net
But double down with me my friend
For now we place our unwinnable bets

The velvet rose
An emerald flower
Love does come in the twilight hour
Born devoured
Rebirth gone sour
Can you empower
The violated an deflowered
Transformed an deformed
Mutated an immasculated
Changed for the worse while staying on the path that i created
I embrace the downtrodden an deflated
I accept the choice
And i find a voice in the choir inside,
Elated

Beauty and light divinely inspired
A smile an a matter of seconds
Desperate to view for all else askew  
Needing a hug a cry and a cackle
I love your every fleeting thought
Naught i can do but stare and giggle
Have a lil think an such a happiness trickles
Fickle an frail oh no sir
Sickly and stale far from earth
Tickling my mind this trail is a torus
Infinite and clandestine
However always visible
An Able to be felt because
Indivisible individuals merge
together
Riding this rough reality
Soul and spirit entwined with a tiny to a nonexistent salary
But wealthy beyond measure
Incapable of monetization
Are my nation and a ton of sentimental pleasures n personal sensations

We are not anatomically correct
We were once together forever
Recollect your perfect mind
Redirect it when the dark shines
Disinfect our soul and overprotect
The Leader of the new sect of guides
The Architect who fights to keep you close by

Cherish those who seek the truth
Beware those who find it

Buried by our fallen youth
Sully those received no news
Blame on the hits the sightings an views
Nothing but an attitude
Becoming one with wire an metal
Pinging everyones latitude
Singing songs of settlement an ire
We could never shake that hunger, the thought or the desire

Gliding roaming sliding over a metal menace
Slimy boundless eyes following me for penance
Must pay back
Must restore
All those energies that we had before
We feel the magic
They corrupt the pain
It is the maniac gone insane
Restless but enough
Hollowed out an stuffed
And without a moments embrace
Fall from grace  
Grinning wild
Tired and mumbling
The words on the walls revealed
Gods halls are crumbling

Breaking forsaking, bridging the gap
Intimidation lost in translation
Springing his trap
Salvation evasion, eroding my mind
Enlightening sedation, a permanent grind
Cleanse your spirit, all of my kind
and let us clearly see, where once we were Blind.

With joyful abandon i forsake myself
I give in to this earthy desire
I woefully declare the snake the victor
An i throw myself on the fire

With boundless success i devote my will
To those with time in excess
And those who are with me still
Zelous an admired we know this burden of will
Armed with the sired an those who feel the chill
We march toward the forgotten with chaos on our heels
Anarchy straight from *****
You will not bend or ****
Forged from this rock
Through storm an sun anew
Reborn we conspire
To return to when things where new

Towards the line we run an skip
Barely breathing, youve barely sipped
Deep intake all is a blur
Something said something slurred
Herding yourself toward the past
Trying to grasp the present moment
Latching to a clear reality
Where clarity isnt a fantasy and dreams are imbued with a potent potential n finality

Do i want to dream
Do i wish to feel
Do i dream to love
Do i feel the sun baring down from above
Yes with all its might and however i try
I Cannot be rid of this weighted sigh
Floating through life without knowing why
Im in the stomach of a deep sea whale comin up
For air
Only thing is
I like it far more down there.

In the end i know its fair
I know its right
And im just about ready
To clear my sight
An test my mind
Come fly with me one last time
Im here now to bend the curves
Set things straight
No resistance to fight
I know where i end up tonight

Envy, greed, poison, deceit
Life, health and the ichor of seeds
Blooming in summer
Burning with deeds
While a heart far away slowly bleeds

Can barely hold it
The tides
The winds
Can barely see whats happening within
No end in sight no chance to win
Love holds tight and lets none in
Can barely think cant lift my chin
But in the face of uncertainty
I will grin again

Tripping tumbling falling down
Brutal stumbling trickling frown
Bleeding bumbling bruising crown
Feeding seething straining sound
Crumbling breaking tattered clown
Soaring gliding betraying town
Knowing showing glowing drowned.

Sipping dripping slipping now
Swimming singing resting foul
Spinning twirling leaping ground
Hitting impact silence all round
Unaware declared bare an bound
Tied sighed you broke the crowd

Being seeing the giants eyes
Dreaming breathing believe the lies
Hurdling curdling expired fate
Blinding deafening tasteless straight

You are on the path
Dont change course
On par with the past
Your voice, divorced

Smiling laughing blissful stare
Ignorant masses bubbling care
Boiling blood stains my hair
Fair any better an you beware
You might not return from over there

Puzzle muzzle chaining the dog
Subtle but troubled stuck in the fog
Fitting but fleeting sleep is their job
I tumble i fumble i failed the lot

In the middle of the desert i found a calling
In the center of the city i stumbled falling
Fumbled my chances the beast is crawling
Crumbled into chaos the rhythm keeps stalling

Chant and cry but wipe it clear
Suspicious thought no Cheer or fear
Nothing to hold when theres nothing too close
So here be clear and make the toast
Who gets this weeks thorny rose

Lets see you recover your dreams
Where Locked up you find, no rather
You discover
That Isolation is a land for another
You dont fit in
You're half born of sin
Everything wrong
The sirens song
An now in conflict with the person within
Barely a scratch that you take on the chin
Without blowing up
And breaking him.

I am artistically inclined on a hell bound descent
Ive learned the The path of darkness is a temporary torment
Where The eyes are the organic translucent glass
That help us see unto the future and predict the past
An I find solace in the darks cold embrace
With the lights out i am ****** into a brilliant space
The infinite envelops me, giggling i am lost at sea
Dwindling directions, exhausted glee
With closed eyes i feel what it is to be free

All streams stem from a greater source
All things are guided by a preternatural force
Every road we ever go down, secretly kept on course
We are saved in the shadows by the hell hounds warmed paws
Contagion our ideas
infectious diseased an yellow
The pitch black conveys a melancholy mellow
But
If one day the sky darkened or turned a deeper blue
Then maybe like us you could perceive the beauty of night an darkness too.

To all those in which we place our trust
Guide us along this emerald fuss tossing and turning an twirling an churning
Drifting us to the further place
Never mind your wasted grace
****** upon this time in now
Toward the ones we would endow
With All of our sorrow all of our lust we gather and form beneath the dust

Awaken us we beg of you we are a shaken race
No malice or mercy saves us from our predestined fate
Through tides of tears in this fateful hour
Tune in to the vibration
Do you perceive the method behind the mad owls power?

Rising from the silver lake i find
Too many players are at stake
Far too much noise an ground to cover
Not enough time to heal eachother
Find me where we were to avoid
Hollow, devoid of energy crashing down
Trodden on earth on sacred ground
I found myself in a hallowed town

Suddenly and quietly i was wisked away
Slowly but surely i will find a place to stay
But Stay with me
Within this life
There is too much to bare without a wife


When you find yourselves among the few
Celebrate and begin anew
No nostalgia for moments passed
But instinct and a memory to last
Drawing not but need be
When trapsing around his realm
Look at them the little ones
Falling asleep to the sound of guns
Can not give them peace of mind but i will take what has been signed
Taken by darkness the void you are mine

Born with a memory
Do not forsake this fact
Our ancestry is our power
Mingling bloodlines attract
destiny hopes to provide
But without a self in sight
Barely a lunatic no sense of right
Madness is the lie

Sadness is an old friend systematically erasing the fires spark
a particular chemistry coursing in the dark
The peculiar feeling that you may bare the mark