The velvet rose
An emerald flower
Love does come in the twilight hour
Born devoured
Rebirth gone sour
Can you empower
The violated an deflowered
Transformed an deformed
Mutated an immasculated
Changed for the worse while staying on the path that i created
I embrace the downtrodden an deflated
I accept the choice
And i find a voice in the choir inside,
Elated

A quick delve into a lucid dream
a dream of complete control
Where reality is at my command everyone my thrall
A dream that so readily damaged my heart my mind and soul

Boundless wonder, my imagination
Implores the water to fall
Cloaked n masked a tall figure
Reveals a hint of what is in store
But knowledge of the unkown always
Ends up a draw

A sacrifice is on the cards
your will folded to steel
See with us connect with me
An a higher state unsealed
Intuition that hint of magic
Come forth and let ye be healed

We touch an i feel it
the connection unbound
I am lifted then dropped from 10 feet above the ground
Kneeling i was challenged my mental acuity fading
Suddenly im somewhere else an through water i was wading

A short walk i knew this place
A place id been before
But then thrown
to where i fell
Onto a hardwood floor  

Where a trio of ghosts aligned
combined they were a memory
An experience not mine become so
I witnessed
But with recognition came sorrow and to the depths of the void i go

Personified these characters
As i am i know them well
The details of what occured
They fill me with horror still
They haunt my mind
They haunt my heart
It nearly broke my will

A lustful nature of friends an smiles
Good an careless fun
Tumorous deceit inhibitions
Life is ending run  
Run
Run

Cant process what ive seen
My Mind set ablaze
Tears and blood mix with the mud as the rain begins to haze
Everything with a shiny glint of something hopeful, pain
Destiny an soulmates so fragile so clueless.
An embodiment of disdain
Brain pounding heart shattering
I was the one who chose this

Then awake startled sweating an aching
See a ghost lying next to me silent
My heart is quaking
Cracking breaking sharp jolting pain
Calls the torrent that ocular rain

Back and forth rocking
Maniacal in his delusions
Yearning for a more intimate seclusion
Pray that something seen
Is not
within the realm of realistic conclusion


2 hours have now passed
The shakes are still with me
I hope to what i have faith in
That this will not eat through me

Do you know where we are from?
Do you know where we've been?
Do you know where you've set foot?
Do you hear the wind?

Suffocating to breathe
Living with need

Do you believe in something more?
Do you know what we have in store?
Do you trust what you have been given?
Do what you must,
bleed and you are forgiven
Driven into a frenzy of loathing of hate
Brittle bones turn to ash
We are the red moon
We are opposites destined to clash

Towards the line we run an skip
Barely breathing, youve barely sipped
Deep intake all is a blur
Something said something slurred
Herding yourself toward the past
Trying to grasp the present moment
Latching to a clear reality
Where clarity isnt a fantasy and dreams are imbued with a potent potential n finality

Do i want to dream
Do i wish to feel
Do i dream to love
Do i feel the sun baring down from above
Yes with all its might and however i try
I Cannot be rid of this weighted sigh
Floating through life without knowing why
Im in the stomach of a deep sea whale comin up
For air
Only thing is
I like it far more down there.

In the end i know its fair
I know its right
And im just about ready
To clear my sight
An test my mind
Come fly with me one last time
Im here now to bend the curves
Set things straight
No resistance to fight
I know where i end up tonight

I was a giant tumbling in the sky
Falling for, an after that feeling of goodbye
Crashing down into the violet eye
The stark light
A vision
The future passing by
Up ahead on the street
Do i turn left or do i right

It showed of a future
long dreamt of before
Peace among people
No sick an no sore
All with food in their hand
Arriving at the choice
Where Fate would have its way

My eyelids close
I walk to the right
My eardrums shatter due to something out of sight
Slumped and crumpled beneath the great oak
A child of the bark stoked the flame an choked
Have we made a wrong turn
Our humanity seemingly cloaked
Its ripped an chaotic
A great cyclone of hatred
Devoid of hope
We drown ourselves endlessly
Sinking the only boat.

Gliding roaming sliding over a metal menace
Slimy boundless eyes following me for penance
Must pay back
Must restore
All those energies that we had before
We feel the magic
They corrupt the pain
It is the maniac gone insane
Restless but enough
Hollowed out an stuffed
And without a moments embrace
Fall from grace  
Grinning wild
Tired and mumbling
The words on the walls revealed
Gods halls are crumbling

Tripping tumbling falling down
Brutal stumbling trickling frown
Bleeding bumbling bruising crown
Feeding seething straining sound
Crumbling breaking tattered clown
Soaring gliding betraying town
Knowing showing glowing drowned.

Sipping dripping slipping now
Swimming singing resting foul
Spinning twirling leaping ground
Hitting impact silence all round
Unaware declared bare an bound
Tied sighed you broke the crowd

Being seeing the giants eyes
Dreaming breathing believe the lies
Hurdling curdling expired fate
Blinding deafening tasteless straight

You are on the path
Dont change course
On par with the past
Your voice, divorced

Smiling laughing blissful stare
Ignorant masses bubbling care
Boiling blood stains my hair
Fair any better an you beware
You might not return from over there

Puzzle muzzle chaining the dog
Subtle but troubled stuck in the fog
Fitting but fleeting sleep is their job
I tumble i fumble i failed the lot