Bracelets on her wrist
             are an unspoken sign
                          she's at it again

We got close.
I liked you.

I told you my story.
I liked you more.

You told me your story.
I loved you.

You got a girlfriend.
You loved her.

I became more depressed.
I smiled for you.

You made me promise.
I promised.

You're just another person I will promise to get better for.
But that really just means that I'll hide it better next time.

Confusion
Heart Tearing
No Answer

Eyes Glaring
Heart Sinking
Mind Racing

Sheltered, Loved
Routine, Mundane
False Smile
False Tears
Desperate, Aching
Distraction

Always

Sun, Stars
Wholesome
Crisp Breathing

Never to meet
Guilt to have

Not one, but Many
Breath, Beat, Smile

Destiny

Incapable to Succeed

Determined to Breath

The disease engulfed her brain
with black ribbons and restraints

She tried to break free
but she was tired of the chains

Her body drained all hope
until she saw a special face

It set her free and she flew away
without leaving a trace

She couldn't remember the last time the sky was blue
And the grass was green

Her agonizing screams
Left unheard
All because you were at fault
For the scars under her sleeves
And the blood going down the drain

She longed for the blade to take her to the other side with
One
Swift
Slice

She tied the rope
Took the pills
Sharpened the knife

Yet still
No one noticed

Where is she now?

Still hanging
Just waiting
For someone to care
Just enough to bring her out of her darkness