let yourself see
just be free
life is to be
light and darkness is all we need
time and space
to win the race
feeling of light
to win the might
sing to fight
it is only right
so just to one thing
Believe

cool
cold
quit
pain
hate
love  
feeling
bleed
more
cold
loveing
blade
****'s
can't
must
again
cool
thoughs
love
feeling
hate
pain
more
times
1000
2000
3000
4000
stop
never
add
keep
hide
lie
metal
friend
wrothless
end
once
again
want
can't
cut
addiction
never
stop
again
end

blood of the cool blade
cut's through mist
it's not easy to miss
a big list
blood are tear of pain
it's not far to bleed
as we walk alone
in the friend of
the cool metal
left with more then before
why can't we see the light?
what will come of this fight?
when we are right?
to walk alone with our might
cool blade kills
help
pool of blood
left to die in
no one care's
cool blade
end the pain
write our life
blood be our tear
pain be our soul
blade be our life
with nothing left to say
as we walk alone
darkness
hate
lie's
was it just a wast of time
cool metal blade why?

sorry to the love I loved
but you just had to leave me
in why felt like hell

I miss you so
I want you back in my arms
once again

I wouldn't see the feeling
I couldn't lay down on the road
I shouldn't care what you do
but I do

she running a 1000 miles in the wrong direction
that she will never find that place she need
she will never see that little girl again

she wish to find that smile that she can't find at home
she want nothing more then to find something that means something
meaning to her life will never be seen

can anyone hear her?
can anyone see the tear burnt face?
can anyone tell her they love her?
can anyone see her going down that road again?

there are no answers to put to a question
the fire that burns all around her
can she ever be hear even know no one has meet her

can anyone hear her?
just to end up with an up turn smile
never knowing the faith she is living
wishing she was never born into this mess
she will never pass the life's biggest tests
she is nothing like the rest

she wish to be found

sitting here with cobweb mind
hard to think of what to write
pager's line's are empty
the pencil waves back and forth in the hand      
still thinking about what to write
nothing comes to mind
wish for some ideas
looking at the time
time tick by
seconds,minute's, hour's  
now I give up for now
until another time

I cried too much
but was it enough
I can't run
hiding the turth to all
I must be done
crying pain of blooding tears
the sickness I have
will never heal the scars
the discoloration of my life
will never show
depressed in my only feels
doleful face
that I try not
to have any motion
so long to being successful
strain to pains holing might
I will never win the fight
I cried so many tears through life
can't say sorrow will come
I can say no elated this will some
Cried enough, done

sad
lonely
worthless
and what less?
oh yeah
alone
hate
loveless
helpless
painful
more then every one will know
feel the way I always do

is it right
that we fight
for one light
with all our might
only if the one that is called the  light
see's us through
the one who will win to
be the best
with nothing but the rest
lies what is inside us
as we win this fight

night descends on me
left with darkness in my heart
tear burn the fire out
lights go out
Gomenasai
what more can I say
can't stop
only end up to cry
Gomenasai
lie here to die
wait for the perfect time
sad enough to say the lest
Gomenasai
I'm thinking about it
can't run away from it
really don't want it
Gomenasai
is all left to say

why try to think of why
why must it be
will we never see
maybe we are too blind
not to care
only simple to bear
no to be see
no to be heared
only simple to lie
lay down on what is pain
no one to blame
never a shame
will it never stop
no, it couldn't  
wouldn't it see
should it be
can't say for sure
but it is life
nothing more
then is coming again
knowing hurts
why let it bear
why would it care
that is all to be said
and to be read

try to put it easy
not to sound mean
but really to lie
must it always be like this
why try  when just say it
must to hate it
lies to lay it
why
just to say it
writing it down
may it help to see
even if it is hard
time will let all know
pain is all
that is all

how to write her life
writing something that mean nothing
to her one things mean something to her
is for someone to saved the day
how to put it in to worlds

I want for you here
with every dying tear
was I wrong to care or simple let pain bear
I will remember the sight
pieces of a mirror shatter
I could not be more glad

The icey cold cool mindless night
falling dropes motionless life
might it never end
It's touch is your mind
heart races faster
high on the feeling
but a wast of time
one there will be no high
just do to lost the pain
hide the icey cold dropes
with not to try
but not to sigh
just to lay to die
motionless is all you need
nothing more
just the secrets behide a closed door

why I am just writing about sadness
about the things you did
lie's, hating life and so much more
I seen to not see the way out
years of pain of it all
so that is just same old time
nothing you say is going right in my life
I thinking that I made the wrong mistake  
why can I run from you
this is no fun when I am trying to see the future
but nothing I said is getting through
I just started on with the power of hopefulness
then there to begin with on this lonly road
of pain and just being the saying the less  
relevant to nothing you say nor do
Im through with you
but still I have a question?

I can't stop crying now that I know you don't think of me
I can't go on with out thinking about you
I cry and hear the meal blade
I can't stop
it feels so good to feel the cool meal on my skin
I know that I can't run away for this again
I cry out to see if you hear me
but no one comes
I'm alone in this world for a reason
I can't do right
I can't do anything with out messing up
I can't do it
I just want you back in my arms again
but how can I if I don't hear for you
I need the cool meal blade to stop me from crying another tear again
because I know that the meal blade will help me stop the tears again
It is my only friend till the end

no time to say why I'm get back
I just going back
I can't get why I'm going back
I feel like nothing is going to be the same
I know that I'm got going to be happy
I know that things are going to change about me
I can't run from thing again
I give up the fight to fight back
I'm done
I'm going back to the past feelings I had
but now I don't think this time it is going to pass
I know it is to stay forever until the end
I hate it but I have to live with it again
oh well

Escape black holes pinch
It won't be a cinch  
dimming dreams through
light listless dismay
heartless everlasting permanet
falsification die's away

never tell any one
not even your self
it is wrong to do
but it is the only way
blade of life
life of the blade
metal comes
and metal goes
right?
wrong?
living a lie
all the time
easy to hide
easy to lie
never know how to sigh
just live a heartless lie
you dont know why
just to
living a lie

something needed
something wanted
can't live without
must it be
free to do as pleased
no lies
maybe sighs
but why
lies
sighs
hate
date
what next
tell the world why
as time slowly goes by
by it be a lie
bye

Cutting life is life lived
tears will stared to fad
pain comes to haunt
the blade comes more offten
skin is scards will heal
others death in the skin
the way to hide the turth
cool,ice feeling only feels real
nothing will feel real to seal
make me

when the sky is blue
I wish to die soon
feeling as if time is gone
as a sad song

my sunset night will never
end
best night will be my forever
end as I lay hear with
no motion at all

my star is in the
sky and that is no
lie as I say good-bye
with the last breath
I say "undo what
has been done"

what is nothing
nothing
no what
no one cares
But why
I lay hear to die
that is a lie
why nothing is forever a lie
but again why
must I carie out your cry
or just walk through time
no why
no im not one to know nothing
nothing you say
yes nothing is nothing
that is what I said
nothing but nothing

hi, can I ask you something?
what?
what is nothing?
nothings but the same
same?
yes same
why same?
nothing mean nothing, so their the same
but nothing is one thing
no nothing is all, nothing but nothing
really?
Yes nothing means nothing so why care , life is nothing
again why?
I just said nothing care and nothing will never lay
so that is all
Yes that is all, nothing is nothing but a wast of time
okay thankx I think

alone to think
think of why
why must it be
be something we can't see
see something to believe
believe in to see
see to be why
why do we need to think
think to be alone

as I sit here in the cloudy sunny sky's warmth
I think for awhile about how last night you turned me against the world
you never know how I really feel about your actions
you just do them to see how I will take it
I feel as I sit here in no fear to show the world how I truly feel
my word can't come out to say the lest
you just never saw how we could have been
you just want to make it seem it was all right in the end
sad to say as I sit here
you can't hind the pain and tears from me for I can see it written all over your face
you lie to me for the last time in my life
as I sit here, I wish for you to see what has been done to create the mess you made for us to be in
you always say that you are right to win all the fights we have at night
you think you are all that and so much more
will I hope for you to just walk straight out that door so I don't see your face no more
you feel over powered by my words so you try to bring me down once again
I sit here with no fear left in my weaken heart
I stronger now than I was back then
this is good- by till the end

see the happy face
see the joyful face
see the slimly face
but you may not see
the face of tears
the face of fear
the face with burning red eyes
the faces that you will never see
is the really me
so see the faces of many
see the faces of marry
but don't see the face of pain
see my face

to see
to think
to do
what may not be right
just to win a stupid fight
with what is left of your might
see that is taunts you as you try to **** it
too blind to see that you can win
but it keeps taunting you
you try once again to **** it
but not enough
so you fight with anger in your heart
anger clouds your mind
all you think about is to win
to show that you know you are right
but that is the wrong way to fight
after want feels like forever
you finely see that you must fight with a heart of gold
mean you mite see you are nor right nor wrong but to find way
to make it see that it needs to changes
but if not then you left with a strong heart and knowing
that no madder how people may see you
you are who you are
and that is all that madder's to you
to stop and see the way is not to fight  
with hate and anger not right
just to see the light

you say you know all
but I see that something at is a lie
still I must know why
for I need the time of the truth

you tell me the way
just so you don't have to any day
you think I won't see through you
but you are wrong

you try to say no lies here
don't doubt me
I know you are lie's
so to end thing with two words

good bye

cry no more
tears are nothing more then a closed door
cry through the metal blad
as always
tears are blood
from the pain followed by the hate
do it, done
is it fun
not to cry another tear
crying is not fun away more
dry trying to lay
trying  to dry the lay
metal takes you to a new cry
that is the way to sigh
the high to cry

night is died
quite to hear nothing
as if much needs to be heard
the night is right
to die away
fly to the moonless light
the night is right

right to find the time
maybe gone
never know
wouldn't care
couldn't lay down for you
shouldn't hate to say things to you
but I must wait for something
when it is right
the time will be right

to feel some thing
is to lie away
never to see the pain
lie to the place to hide
never know the time
just to live a lie
hide the turth about life
never know how to tell the truth
lying is life that will never say
now to lay of the night
The ture feeling of lying

You think it is worng
that is wrong to think of it  
wrong to try
even more to do it
but you can't stop me
it is my life
not yours
stay out
unless you know how it feels
pain, hidding, thinking, wanting
don't try to take me out of it
I wont lissen
you wont give up
you keep trying
stop I say
you don't run my life
let me see for myself
stay out

you will never know the pain behide the glass
it will never be unmasked
you will find nothing be hide the mass
words cant save a soul
all time can tells a black hole
life as you know it will take us all
try to stop the war of hell
pain will try to take your bell
crying treas will never stop fighting
darkness hides in what left of the light
life's sung it's last might  
good- night

thinking on the mind
walking back and forth
can't put a finger on it
anger of crazy starts
then stope and think
thinking on the time
walking on the line
can't stop throughs run though the mind
waiting on the time
waiting is all you can do
waiting you know
waiting

wanting something so bad
telling all
just to get it
cant want to see it
play with it
happiness again

waiting to have it
long seconds
long minutes
long hours
day, weeks,mouths
  
wishing you never did
not get it
something different
wast of money
wanting, Waiting, wishing

something to think about
unknowing the faith
must keep finding out why
must be in the heart of time
long to know the truth
but it mite hurt
maybe it is just best
knowing is no always good
so what
life *****

writing is writing about nothing
nothing is writhing
so just started with nothing
and write it
like a sea of flames ******* to my mindless thoughs
life is nothing more then hell on ice
Love is something we all don't always need
nothing is the way we live our lives without knowing it
flames burn up in my heart will eat up my heart
writing just moves my throughs
the unknow lines of the pagar befor me
I can't stop, writing is my life, my life is writing
I will never stop

waiting for that perfect moment
just to see that one thing
getting to the point of butterfly's
the world shows it's wonders to all

but then
what to see
nothing?
or something?

questions go through the mind
the sight is what makes it a wonder
wonder one
wonder

your thoughts
your opinion
your mind
you do it all the time
think it
it is what you think
think it
don't stop thinking
your thoughts
your life
you think all the time
you never stop thinking
you have lots to think about
so just do it
think
but still
what to think next

why do we cry when we are in pain
and answer because is painful
why so we love when we are in love
and answer bescause love is wonderful
I think we all need to feel something
even know it is pointless to feel
Anything and anything is pointless

why to we say that we have a poinless life
when poinless mean nothing to me as I feel
no need to care what you think or say to me ad I lie
here with no mostion at all
the road that I walk will end with
nothing but death

If feeling like pain
when there is no flame
I feel to be blame
It is a big shame
when no one see's the pain

I hide in the middle of the night
with no one to fight
I wish I could see the light
I'm not right

why me
what is with this to be
no one want's to see
pain is not to be seen

Icy cold winds blow
spirits are frozen in time
snow down to -30 below
frosty blankets cover the world
the frozen water drops fall to the ground

Ice cold frosty bodys lay dead
power is out for years
snapping pain bleeds
cold brings a whole new meaning to frost's blood
haunting of frozen eyes
linger past darkness coldless touch

Sometime cold is all time wants
teardrops turn to bleeding frosty blood
bule is the color of haunting frozen death
glassy water shatters with every step
noting will escape frozen blood
while death to below frost lies
as ****** death drops frost over end

make a wish
spell to fly
glade past
make it last
wish something
see what happens
may believe in anythings
time tells us
spring
summer
fall
winter
wish

mean of one thing with nothing
no one to see why
nothing to live for
just to die in the end
mean of life
nothing more
needless to say
why try
when all you get is nothing for it
life means nothing
that is fine by me
worthless non the less
worthless
I like the sound of that