Apologize because you've made a mistake
Eyes now open you are awake

You see the pain you know you've made
Wanting nothing more than to see it fade

Looking for that smile you forced away
Hoping above all you can get it to stay

Little by lightly feeling more of the pain
Not sure what you were doing or thought you could gain

Must go forward can't go back
But it's hard when there's something you lack

The ability to say what you know you must say
Losing yourself day by day

This can no longer wait
It's importance is too great

It is now time you realize
how you must apologize

I thought of you today but that’s nothing new
I thought about you yesterday and the day before that too
for every day good or bad you'll always be in my head
I hope you've understood everything I’ve said
this isn't just a joke or a silly lie
I’d never do anything to make you wanna cry
I’m sorry if I do something to make you really mad
it only comes back and makes me really sad
I really do love you and everything you are
I hope this relationship gets really far
I’ll never get you out I simply don't know how
in fact I’m thinking of you right about now
you’re everything I need and everything to me
you know exactly who you are and what you want to be
you always make me smile just by being there
I hope you know how much I really do care
every time I think of you my stomach seems to twist
This is why I love you, I’ve made a huge list
the list goes on forever and never will it end
neither will our relationship you'll always be my friend
not just a simple friend but a special friend at that
I want to spend my whole life with you

Big, fat Santa bounded through my halls;
He made everything shake, even the walls.

He ate all my cookies,
Drank all my milk;

He had heavy boots,
And a coat made of silk.

Over his back he carried the toys;
Some of them, a lot of them, even made noise.

He smelled like fresh, tobacco smoke;
He gave my favorite tree an irritated poke.

A grumpy look came upon his face;
This guy is crazy, and I bet he carries mace.

He reached into his bag, so I thought for gold,
But out he pulled, a big lump of coal.

With an angry look, he set it down with ease;
Then walked up to my chimney, and gave his nose a squeeze.

I'll never forget the obese man in red;
I'll hate him forever, until the day I am dead.

What do you do when you just want to cry?
What do you do when every smile becomes a LIE?
What do you do knowing he won’t be there?
You’re turning 15 and your heart turns cold and bare!
When you can’t be happy you can’t laugh anymore!
You can’t believe he broke your heart and left it sore
With flowers and balloons and a cute teddy bear,
and a little pink flower to go in your hair,
a smile on our faces and a tear in my eye!
Before his big hug out comes a sigh!
“My baby is growing up so fast!”
That’s what I wish I’d hear him say,
Another gaze into my eyes,
Baby "I LOVE YOU happy 15th birthday!!!!
What do I do when my hands start to shake?
when my heart starts to yearn for that smile on his face?
15 years of life and almost 3 with pain in my heart,
A million left to go and I don’t know where to start!!!!
So I’m lying here tonight my heart crushed and sad,
Why did you leave me feeling this bad.

Your smile makes me smile,
Your laugh makes me laugh,
Your eyes are enchanting,
You make my thoughts seem daft.

Since the day I first laid eyes on you,
My feelings had grew and grew.
In that first conversation my knees clicked and clacked,
And those butterflies flipped and flapped.

And as I spill these simple rhymes,
My mind goes over time and time,
Why didn't you ask me to dance,
During that slow song of endless romance?

I hope this doesn't seem to creepy.
Please don't think my thoughts have flown to freely.
Just know that what I speak is true,
And that I have fallen deeply for you.

I want to count the stars
But only if I am with you
I want to count the stars
And make this moment true
Remember when we were young
And all the songs that we sung
Because I do
And I know you do to
Remember when you were alone
And we walked across the stepping-stones
To a place we could call our own
And we called it our home
Remember when we would laugh and play
And we wished this day would never end
Because I do
And I know you do to
Remember when we used to name a star
Trying to see one that was far
Know we are all grown up
And all our childhood memories are locked away
But that is why we are here to stay
To make more memories
Just like our childhood memories
That would never go away

You make me feel so real
I lay awake at night thinking of you
I close my eyes and see
Only you
Do you realize what you do to me?
Why can you not understand me?
I know you like me, but why baby why
What should I do?
Listening to my heart, but it does not
know what to do
Listening to my head, but my head is too jumbled up
I like you, I do, and I need you,
But how long, tell me how long will it last?
Will we ever be friends when it is all over?
I never know when you pretend, do you
Really like me?
When it is over, will we still be forever?
Or never be close ever?