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James Fate Apr 2013
chest in tatters
fire rising from the hole
his fists pounding against the door
splintering wood
blood pouring across white,
skinless knuckles

an inhuman scream
like a wind out of hell
rising from the hollow throat
mouth a misplaced act of self mutilation
stretched and pinned wide
letting the smoke flow out

scorched flesh hanging in strips
from the gory wood
fire in his breath
but eyes
(shut tight)
held storms without thunder

the wind and violence grew louder
crack, crack, crack,
the door held
as the voice broke
descending harshly from rage
to despair

fire in his chest
choked with emptiness
poured out it’s dying breath
black and putrid
the taste of loss
like burning plastic

his forehead fell
against the cracked and bloodstained wood
the blow struck silence
in his throat

eyes opened to a point
somewhere past
the stained and pitted barrier

they were grey
like a sky consuming cloud
slowly seeping to the ground
as it traps the day
from horizon to horizon
in endless whispers

(take my name,
but tell my voice
to stop burning yours
into my throat

give me memory
and I will show you
what it means
to die

forgive me

I have lost
your story)
I had a really hard time with this. Any feedback would be vastly appreciated.
James Fate Apr 2013
Back then, we all
Used to spend our time
Tree climbing happily
Taking our time like broken clocks
Every time I looked at you
Rising like a yellow flower

Basking in the buttery sun
Underneath I saw you dancing
Changing into yourself
Kicking out walls and ceilings
Every day, your heart grows so full
That you don't fit in a cup anymore
An unpolished birthday gift to my youngest sister.
James Fate Apr 2013
chocolate chip pancakes
6 am
you,
gagging on the smell of melted cheddar
homegrown peppers in our scrambled eggs
something to keep our bellies warm for the long day ahead
James Fate Apr 2013
blood on my lips
dirt in my hair
a smile hidden somewhere in the grimace
your foot looks for something
apparently hidden in my chest
a lung?
it's found both of those already
-
it finished searching
you left me dying
I guess I should feel disappointed
or maybe angry
to have been dealt my losing hand
but  it's best
not to take this silly place too seriously
-
they said
we'd all live forever
someday beat back the creeping death
with it's sleeve full of aces
probably not anytime soon
seeing how
we can't stop killing each other
-
once I thought
life was something big
maybe it will be in time
this little joke
looking at it in dry, acquiescent humor
at least
we all still have a punch line
-
[ba-dum, kssh]
James Fate Mar 2013
my feet slip under the sand.
the wave that slapped my ankles moments before
retreating now,
somehow pulling the ground
beneath my feet
up between my toes
and away.
I say goodbye,
but there is no need to grieve,
sinking an inch deeper into infinity

a feeling like adrenaline;
am I coiling or unwinding?
a place where I could spend eternity
if only I could forever forget
my name
-
this wave.
a moment.
a kick and I am flying,
full of air and motion,
steps of spray

it rises to meet me,
stretching a hand up
higher than my heart
to catch me in a crash
like a rotten tomato hitting a wall;
toss, smack, splatter, gone

in the impact of light and sound
I can feel the sea
accepting my gift
of everything,
in abandon

underwater the salt and motion
washes all the dust
off of my bones
and fills me up
with clean, sparkling blue
-
they are breaking against me now
shaking me down
against the bottom,
then releasing me.
a rhythm like breathing;
like living.
rising,
falling,
holding in the depths
(the infinite distances of disorientation),
finding my feet,
and breathlessly looking
for the next wave
to pull me under
-
there is blood running down
my back and shoulder

scratches from the broken shells
and yet unpulverized gravel
I was dragged across

and I am grinning

laughing like a maniac because now
no-one will have to ask me
whether or not
I am
Alive
James Fate Mar 2013
My head has been up in the grey-clouded sky
mining for silver linings
collecting bits as thin as paper and sending them
to my heart like little love letters
folding them up into pretty origami figures
boats, birds, and butterflies
hoping he can continue conveying that he loves her
even though he never comes down

My heart gilded herself with his glittering gifts
optimism peeled from the bones of black storms
and soon, empty, she found herself alone
Always
No sliver of truth or falsehood, however bright, would grow
so much as a touch, or even a closeness might
and in her furnace, lit and stoked, bellows blowing, spewing smoke
she melted down the cover of her shell

From fire it grew, was poured, still hot, and as it cooled
from pool to block it realized it was two
A set of twins, mirror image blades of purest silver lining
pressed together, face to face, a simple pair of scissors
taken in her hands as she rose to meet him there
in the tempest sky, evil winds on hollow heart and head
she cut his hair and with it, all, and everything fell away
quietly fading like music slipping softly into the soul

— The End —