I can see the world breathing/
I could taste its voice/
I could hear it's vision/
I could feel its voids/
It's souls wheeling/
A cacophony of noise/
its emotional temperament discernings of cause/
It's pause ...
the paw prints of remorse/
No back tracking off/
Of contractual clause/
Bombastic elegance/
Its hurt its negligence/
The happening evident/
Hell earths been telling us/
It cries over deserts
Left stranded flooded meadows/
metals for war valor/
Tenured long as a/
What ever doesn't matter/
Preceding Creation Adam/
Before eves mislead
By the snake
Before the egg e.g. I.e./
It Seems a bit peeved/
We've deceived, dissected/
with out second guessing/
satirical in our measures/ Exponentially aggressive/
therefore when it shakes/
I awake/
like a break/

In the force/

Disturbance
lack of faith

intuition
a link missing
gut feeling somethings off/
from the source all resource/
allows us resourceful
cold where it's hot
clouds where it's not/
depleted eradicated non aggregated subplot/
poisonous crops
circles from the top/
aerial perplexed/
hurricane vortex/
Tornadoes stream jet
Winds increasing/
warmness global warning the atmosphere half gone and/
the hemisphere ozone
Soon gone/
The stratosphere space
Full of space
earth race
done/
finish disintegrated diminish exceeded thine limits/
I wonder who won?

I mean what I say/
I say what I mean/
A pro with these nouns
My verbs so keen/
A word Smith at your service
A shop Steward Indeed/
My adjectives are objective
Some would say Im a thief/
The way I pocketed these words
I guess it's in my Genes/
Down ***** verbally
a factory
Like a sub machine/
Magazine Illustrated with
Pragmatics and morphemes/
Soiled the seed cultivated
To rise like submarines/
Over-Alls
That fabric
is tailored made
Its all me/
No cut
the whole cloth
Endless from seem to seem/
Seem less
One of the toughest dungarees!

Room 1:
              Ok Wait Take a look at this/
              He bends verbs together
              A Word Contortionist/              (whispers that doesn't go there)  
              Engaged with these words
              It's a partnership/
              A marriage, a mirage, a marauder
              An Enraged Blitz!!
              I exercise my time to
              Make words fit/
What has been said has been said before
              I reiterate this.

Room 2:
            Oh Wait!! Have you been here before?/
            That door that leads to my mental corridor/
            Equal to tennis fighting thoughts back and forth/
            And It's always love/ even if you never score/

Room 3:
  Oh Wait!! What? Im stunned/Older wiser other wise Im Dumb/
  The Diminish begun/
Finished When/
I got the picture/
Imagination was Infinite/
Jaw dropping the image/
A reality scrimmage/
Theses Thoughts are Infant/
It takes a village or pillage/

Room 4:  OH WAIT!!!  I got it You Don't Get It/
                   So Im Picking up the pieces to this Broken mirror/
                      In the Eyes of the Beholder/These Words thrown/
                        Can be ******/They can tink like pebbles/Think?
                           They can Bulge Like Boulders/Nothing left Open
                                                            ­                It's Write for Closure/

Room:5    
                                     oh wait got it yup/
                               high probability to the formulas of success/
                     You mix a little bit of this and a lot of never quite/and
              Shhhhhushhhh we always never talk to pessimist/

If someone devised a plan
To isolate a man
Turn his friends against
****** power from hand

What if they spread rumors?
What if they controlled your
Phone?
What if they payed your boss
And all whom was employed

What if no one believes
In volume from tongue
Seek to Sought refuge
With no where to run

How would you survive?
Would you well up and cry?
With all odds against
Would you stand up and  try?
Lay down and die

What is ones faith
when others can manipulate
Distort views of others
Perception than smothered

Would you complain and wine?
Or stand up and try?
Give up and go
Surrender and die

Would you continue to fight
Through dusk and dawns light
Maintain spiritual height
Integrity delight

Would you wonder why?
With blank look in eye
Feeling of no hope
Surrender and die

Maybe you’ll hold
your head high?
Again
Stand up and try
Again
stand up try
Again
Stand up and try!

Some people have it
Some don't
some chase it
some embrace it
some hide from it
others excited by it
what is it?
some need it it's a drug
others see it and catch the bug
you can't isolate  it
but you know who has it
some fake it
others try and take it
envy jealous of it
overwhelmed by it
consumed by it
few want nothing to do with it
mentors groom to it
the world moves to it
everybody grooves to it
the worthy prove it
the complacent lose it
some inspired by it
others tired of it
those that don't understand it
curse it belligerent ones obsessed immersed in
insidious
Some live for it
others die for it
Most look for it will never find it
What is it anyway?
can anyone define it?

Anxiously sitting about
waiting on the future
To come around
could it be late
did it past
out
come on NOW!!!
how can the future be tardy?
patient hardly
doctored up
Benefit of doubts
Stuck in traffic probably
Did the future call out?
Needed a day off
Accrued time
A prisoner of the mind
Or moment?
Future habitually postponing
Although it's in my
Hands can't condone it
Presence of mine
Is a present
The futures presence
If ever felt in essence
No matter how it's presented
Its unobtainable
What it represents is
An un-huggable angel
Depending on your angle
Whenever the future
gets here
I'll be thankful

Every thought is a process
subconsciously conscious,
Taste, site, touch, smell, listen.....
Trying not to notice the nonsense,
Mission impossible a subliminal conquest,
The journey is yours I'm just noting the progress,
My presence is omni my attitude pompous,
My concepts  are visual projected through context,
My  obsession  is more satisfied with non less,    Indent   Nospace to breathe out so I invent,
If you try not to think about it,
It  makes  perfect   sense,
synapses  brain blips can become so Immense!

On our way to being rich one needs no distractions/
wealth of opportunity poor interactions/
decide on your route best course map it/
from behind it can appear to be back-assward/
know looking back they'll duplicate your actions/
The road less traveled don't got the grass cut
don't no enough?
do know that much/
the old way corrected  it's a new era/
no vacancy no room for error/
build upon your flaws till you high on the terrace/
down to street level of which you've merit/
warranted the hate opposition means your on to something/
nebulous roots basically we spawn from nothing/
bravery or slavery chasing the glory/
truth of the matter history ain't gone tell most our story/
I rather write mine than some one write it for me/
guidelines for the young and restless so they won't have the same occurrences/
it's not about I more like IMAX get the bigger picture/
you can only trend when tend to do things different/
I dare you to implement change/
In this day and age/
or you too afraid of what others might say/
Just remember We don't remember those that do the same/
we only recognized those that pave the way/
Yes those are the risk you have to take/
If you wanna be revered 100 years from today/

I know you know that I know that you know so
where do we go?
******?
analysts
Analyzed it's a cycle
Rumor has it
We're chasing our tales
Appearing malcontent
because everyday
                 I'm in a place
That Formerly didn't exist
                

                    A space



with the Erie feeling
that  
I've been here before
And I keep saying
Would've gone crazy
By now
if I kept sane

What everyone says
Each and everyday
A million thousands
Things
With this million dollar
Dream
A million thousands steps
And the
lessons in between

Glory from the pain
Gains through suffering
Drinking water
From the rain-y days
10 seconds for buffering...

Now I'm wondering
Punchlines for daze
And I'm stumbling
Back on my old ways
And it's humbling
Lightning quick thought
And its thunderous
In my brain
like a grenade
And I fumbled it
When I lost it
is when became
one with it
And I ain't done
Till you say,
What have you done with it?

Cause in my mind
I don't mine
What you digging up
I'll raise on the
Third day if I'm GOoD enough
Or perfect
Died for me
hmmm...
not worth it
With apple in hand
Conversed with the serpent

                     SIRIously

I need some help
I'm loosing to myself
The whelps
Are from being a slave
To everyone else
Are you not entertained?
If not check yourself
Caught in the game
Of making a name
For oneself.

All the while
Balancing, mind, body and
Health.

There comes a point.
And time
When a point. in time

A point.        .         /same it will
Never be
From that point. on
That point. is NOW
Infinity and beyond

Question
So when we exit
Where has everything gone?

Who left it

The best conclusions
Drawn

Is by The artist

The revered
less respected

Who can alter your
Point of view
with their
Perspective

The poems, the pros
The architects
architecture.

sonnets.

The painters,the psalms
The songs,

the silence


The writers the creators
The readers,
designers

Actors, producers,
Engineers,
provide us

A keep safe for
Keeps sake
It's ok to **** the messenger,
the message keep safe.

All I keep saying
Is
I would've gone crazy
If I had kept sane!

Yes I loved her did she love me that wasn't my goal/
the love of loving her encompassed my soul/
with warmth looking back it was a good front/
veneer I would have gave anything, anything you want my dear/
oh how I loved her let me count the ways
I'll let you know when I'm done its gone take several days/
yes I loved her did she love me I can't say
to me harmony with my, my my sweet serenades/
ooh girl I love you so never ever ever gone let you go/
I tried not but where did you go ?/
got me staring distant blank out
the window/
yes I loved her did she love me I was hoping so/
my friends said for another I should look/
they can't cook so I bypass  their input/
also they don't recognize her potential/
What I see her plus me monumental/
times with her behind I felt invincible/
other times she looked through me felt invisible/
**** right I loved her did she love me I would think unconditional/
although my heart she square rooted into 16 parts/
embers trying to rekindle old sparks/
flames arrow of Cupid it's Big I keep faith/
she could call 112 in the morn... hello? cause I've been missing you as of late/
So Yes I loved her did she love me I'll never know/
for what it's worth valued the lesson above the hurt/
The good was heavens above the earth/
I would have gave her the world she wanted the universe/

2:02 am displayed on the phone
ceased rain storm
three consecutive days
dripping in the downspout
like a metronome tick
in sync with drops
on the window pain
half of the window foggy
half of her daughters name
crackling of the base board heater causing it to dissipate

initiated by the
temperature decrease
animated shadows
on the Wall
Street light trees
rocking back and forth

R.E.M. sedatives engaged thunderous bangs previous nights held her awake
what a relief
Sudden crash of glass
A perimeter breach

Murderer?  Kid Napping? Thief?

Let's see
Wet sneaks squeak as the creeper sneaks
A perp with purpose
This Was no thief
Lurks toward stairs
from the living room
Old house stairs creak

Daughters guess it's mom
Who can't sleep
Good night morning mom
She screams
The murderer hastily
Moves down the hall briefly
Stops at the daughters door
To Then Proceed
up the hall

A murderous night
In hand the murderers
knife
A murderers stands right
Over her owning her life
The room flashing bright
Flashes again and again
Phone reads 6:37 am
Sun shinning in
I am never taking sleeping
Pills again

You ain't going to listen to anything I tell you
unless something
with my mind moves
be mindful
mind fools
I
used two
when eyes close
the one eye rules
last night I dreamed
in 1080 P
Both eyes closed
Some how I
always see
Nothing that
has to do with me
I look different
Like I?...I?...I?
3 different
views
Mind, Body, Soul,
Insufficient
Watched the preview
The vision of
The vision
Unadulterated  precision
Now it's division
Split screen
Black and white
And colorful
All kinds of hues
Spewed within contrast
Strewed
Better being first or last
The first through
Does not last
The last is late
But recognizes
Every previous mistakes
Such a nice guy
So mean
With what it takes
Can't you see?
It's the update
The new improved
An upgrade
The evolved
A scope
Why I be up late
For certain
The days are fake
Y'all can't relate
I'm in a hole Different place
Message displayed
I hope the last
Can learn from
My mistakes
Get to a higher
Level and control the stage
My autonomous faith
Causes the non judgers
To say
judgmental per say
I just say Touché

Overbite underfed 15 seconds
took 15 years overnight
A short flight
not plain
A small percentage of forever is infinity
Therefor it’s not much you have to give to me
Pay attention
Thoughts are in-sight
It’s NOT not tangible
It’s not applicable
It doesn’t check out
outside the box
perception is depth
You see it’s out of reach for you
So the questions come next
What finally ensues
An unearthing text from the moon
While cloud gazing clout chasing
**** remunerating
Chasing cash I’m chasing ratings
Another idiot made famous
I’ll work for you to know me
Opposed to your normal occupations
Since my bodies my temple
This is Gentrification
I’m braking ground tomorrow
Stomping flawed information
Constructing a knew build
A mind shield a timed skill
Protecting mine
Perfecting design
don’t tread on me
Imma minefield
Intellectual property is vacant
Up for sale a boat load of air
Ear head air bnb for the staycation
Never ending wasteland
I just purchased my own head
From a real estate agent
John hancocked blank papers
Words have it
I’m in debt for ages...

Sifting through lies for truth
Caused my scheduled recluse  
A formidable dispute
Original trivial pursuit
Like
What the hell are you?
I can't define love
I can't explain this feeling
Uncertainty for what's up above
That's why I'm always looking up
All I see is the ceiling
I feel sealed in
Even when my heads down
As I'm apt to drown
Oceans laid for miles
may have located solid ground
Every once in a while
I go out with style
And put on my best smile
What if I'm acting
People trust actions
What's the point of speaking
My mouth is *****
don't trust what I'm asking
Since the bassinet
I've been basking

Yet

Via
My humble up bringings
I felt down and left
I've failed at my best
Succeeded with worse
I play safe with my heart
And hedge my bets
Memories of her just hurt
Practicing what I just learnt
Flashbacks when Ever I
put on that Ol shirt
I was still kicking up dirt
Now that the dust has settled
"My Encrypted Diary"
I have so much to tell you...

Classless!!!

In a class all by oneself
Every test pass is a fail

learning incompetent
Receiving A’s and F’s

Head of the class and back
On the right and left

Ohhhhhhhhh   sooooo popular
Must be teachers pet

No one No’s at all
That That’s teachers best

Kept
secret

with all disclosure
Having to get

Thine act together
Living life as a poser

To be or not to be

And What
Where supposed ta

Reap what was sown

Starting to be over

To the least what was shown

Leaps and boundaries
Lessens
appear tangibly closer

Just one long semester
A Lifetime investment

With All of life’s lessons
Nothing to cheat death with?

First answer is
always the second guessing

I Guess living forever
Will always be ones death wish!!!

Malcontent characteristics recalcitrant inhibitions
unaware, unaware of conditions borderline severe heuristic clarified the ebb an flow  preventive
growth had to learn
on my own to listen
mr know it all
didn't know at all
the time it took
he didn't tell me
just handed a book
I handed it to the shelf
finally read it
evaluated myself
wealth of knowledge felt
like nothing, like nothing else so I sought to
challenge my thoughts
question my purpose
the rhythm of history
gave notes took notice
That change was focus
In continuous motion

Filtered my soul t
Tussling with life
The tension
It’s dense
Obstructed light
It’s tense
Washed up
seeking a potential rinse
A spiritual cleanse
Weakened knees
The last leg
Finished
Requested permission
souls beg
Pains you can’t see
That traverse the head
A quick whiff of character
Negative voice
Alternate the narrative
Stay grounded
What’s underneath
Same old discoveries
Massive hide and seek
What’s founded
None hark
As the soul speaks
Deflated
As the hurt leaks
Emotional bagged
Lurks deep
Read between
With articles
Of clothing
Disguised what
Lies Beneath
One tear
Is a luggage
Of truth
The pillow seeps
Rooted in honesty
Every cry
Layers shed
souls filter

Who built the ocean?
Its just a whole bunch of water,
No fingers but man can it wave,
No online block ****'s it will stream,
bi polar It's calm and mean at the same time
This thing has no eyes,
wait look it can sea!

How can it be still and still move things?
Shift tons,    pirated the pirates,
Mirror for the stars, moon, and sun,
The secret to success you could
bottle it up and sell it,

Or You can faucet ,
make it move in a multitude of directions,
The 3rd rock central nervous system,
If your stare is cold enough it will freeze,
Its 32 it might need a filter,
get it hot enough it will create a head of steam,

when..............sorry thats just the first pint,
you'll have to wait for the gallon....
Love it0

Sole my soul
The shoe didn’t fit

Lifetimes of negotiations
Powerful how’d I get...

Anxious for a glimpse
These grounds
Consecrated

Weary of the next step
To be taken
Looking back

path of the created
Unadulterated or stipulations?

Plundering through books
Slumbering as it looks
Calm under palms
Psalms poems or songs?

Metaphoric
in that it sits
In all Beauty
amidst

Eye of the storm
Surrounded by chaos
sim·i·lar·ly
a simile
As me
under this tree

Devastation all about
All While reading aloud
Destruct
as the world Plummets

from skyward
To ground

Hell on earth
Satin saying
I’ve cursed
To Jehovah he’s raging

It didn’t work
he’s complaining
I control his soul
Yet now
he reads a verse

Demanding a refund
Nuh Uh neither wants

Sole my soul
Now I’m the Soul
That nobody wants

Some one gave a gift a present/neatly wrapped light to the touch/
Some what empty when elevated up/
hesitant to breach the parcel wrapped so neat/
All the while swirling
What could it be/
Ripped it open wouldn't you know/
It was some haphazard
ugly hand crafted/
Box made of poplar not stained or painted/
glue residue on the corners uneven the lid won't sit/
Suspense had to be something good inside of it/
finally took the top off
emptiness
was a present gift knock off/

In a House filled with happiness,
I feel bummed,
With all these cape ability I should be super,
Man
Landlord Reservoir dogs last stand,
#hashtag Mr. unsung underdog underscore #hashtag
Average  the laws we defied,
A design, my Brain inside it's inscribed,
It reads, If you steal anything take time,
Explode on the world with, I built up mine,
The cup half full even when empty,
I see it full, of air,
we're,
On cloud nine,
Sky art From the project stare,
Sat talked had meals with million airs,
Shock the world that feeling, that feelings in the ear!
Compounded these thoughts,
Now Im a visionare, A visionary,
It's all rudimentary essentially dated,
The agnostic process has been vindicated,
Waited, Now I have to assimilate it,
My patients, is wearing well suited,
Guess it's back to the basics.

I want to go away forever
just for a second without leaving
A small percentage of infinity is permanent
I want to inhale deeply without breathing
I would love to have never existed
To understand loves linguistics
I’m bias towards the living
Sense is the lords present
Gods gift is death
Life is *** dressed in lingerie
A ***** you came home to after a long day
A seductive entree
conniving
What comes with that meal
Poison inside it
the root of evil
A wave of emotion
Poseidon

The future is here and it's the past now
It's up to man to relay
the pass down
Actions speak louder can you see how?
And I didn't know
so I'm learning how to know
Until I know no no's
No props meaning no hold up's
No stumbling blocks it all flows
No stops no impasse nothing to inhibit
it all goes
Think about it...
Before you know it
the after thought is Golden

They trying to figure me
I figured/
So I disfigured the message and
Sent it back encrypted/
Go figure/
Analyzed all day
as a wall of hieroglyphics/
A thousand souls with in him/
ancient tomes wisdom/
A copy of the greats
Out-write plagiarism/
Not a sight to be held
Not at all It’s in-vision/
Not the physical form
It’s a mental transition/
Hold that thought
Let’s break it down to physics.