Yes I loved her did she love me that wasn't my goal/
the love of loving her encompassed my soul/
with warmth looking back it was a good front/
veneer I would have gave anything, anything you want my dear/
oh how I loved her let me count the ways
I'll let you know when I'm done its gone take several days/
yes I loved her did she love me I can't say
to me harmony with my, my my sweet serenades/
ooh girl I love you so never ever ever gone let you go/
I tried not but where did you go ?/
got me staring distant blank out
the window/
yes I loved her did she love me I was hoping so/
my friends said for another I should look/
they can't cook so I bypass  their input/
also they don't recognize her potential/
What I see her plus me monumental/
times with her behind I felt invincible/
other times she looked through me felt invisible/
**** right I loved her did she love me I would think unconditional/
although my heart she square rooted into 16 parts/
embers trying to rekindle old sparks/
flames arrow of Cupid it's Big I keep faith/
she could call 112 in the morn... hello? cause I've been missing you as of late/
So Yes I loved her did she love me I'll never know/
for what it's worth valued the lesson above the hurt/
The good was heavens above the earth/
I would have gave her the world she wanted the universe/

I can see the world breathing/
I could taste its voice/
I could hear it's vision/
I could feel its voids/
It's souls wheeling/
A cacophony of noise/
its emotional temperament discernings of cause/
It's pause ...
the paw prints of remorse/
No back tracking off/
Of contractual clause/
Bombastic elegance/
Its hurt its negligence/
The happening evident/
Hell earths been telling us/
It cries over deserts
Left stranded flooded meadows/
metals for war valor/
Tenured long as a/
What ever doesn't matter/
Preceding Creation Adam/
Before eves mislead
By the snake
Before the egg e.g. I.e./
It Seems a bit peeved/
We've deceived, dissected/
with out second guessing/
satirical in our measures/ Exponentially aggressive/
therefore when it shakes/
I awake/
like a break/

In the force/

Disturbance
lack of faith

intuition
a link missing
gut feeling somethings off/
from the source all resource/
allows us resourceful
cold where it's hot
clouds where it's not/
depleted eradicated non aggregated subplot/
poisonous crops
circles from the top/
aerial perplexed/
hurricane vortex/
Tornadoes stream jet
Winds increasing/
warmness global warning the atmosphere half gone and/
the hemisphere ozone
Soon gone/
The stratosphere space
Full of space
earth race
done/
finish disintegrated diminish exceeded thine limits/
I wonder who won?

Don't get it confused
Or be disabused/
Thinking I have a death wish Cause I'm willing to lose/
Die for life's dreams/
One of a kind Im mean/
I mean I say what I think convene/
Aspirations and such/
can't always get want you want But I want what I need/
So it seems/
I'm the object of your affection
Or the subject of your obsession/
nothing in between/
Either way you ignore me with
So much attention/
Noting on My progressions
about some/
Like a new ton
of weight lifted/
Broke the laws
Of newton to be specific/
Upheld the fall toward prolific/
Incline above the mind prison/
distorted visions
through the prism/
listen to see the message
close your eyes
you can see perfection/
look in the mirror
see that your not/
who are you to judge me
I forgot /
contemporary onslaught
and want not/
I can't even blame you
being who I am
I've done the same too/
what I would've
and wouldn't do/
in retrospect
finding your way
through the maze circumvent/
Ain't that the point I profess/
no points trying to settle the score
it's pointless/

Honesty the lost art/
  Honesty is rare
it should cost a lot/
  It would be sublime if
We could find it/
  Honestly, honesty is the best policy/
We should treasure the
thought cherished engulfed/
  combined with
Loyalty
  till death do us part/
I yurn
The lies tiring
  like ones sleepy
lay down Suffocating to a corpse/
  Thought is boss
employ by it
  We're all guilty I guess/
Liar liar in court
  A sentient being-ness/
Troth be told
  I can't believe in this/
Question,
  Am I the only one seeing this?/
Or only me blind and ain't            Seeing ****/
  I try and **** it out
its epidemic, Chronic/
The remedy Poetry Hop
   Visual Sonnets/
**** naked in
  My correspondence/
Articulating articles
  Waiting for responses/
Is it a defense mechanism
  Of the conscious/
Honesty? Honestly/
  Seems like everyone's
Not doing it so its gotta BE/
  Non honesty
The ever lasting Prophecy/
  And were full filling it
The good succumbs
  To the villainous/
My willingness/
  To compromise my will
I guess/
  You could interpret as weak/
Most realize
the Inside scoop
  Yet everyone tells lies
non interested in truth/
  Me, a victim and a suspect
An on going cycle yet/
  I ask what's next/
as if I didn't know
   Where the L lies underlying Facts can't grow/
  HonestLy, we all lose an L to Honesty!

Just as a filament
Lights up the center of the room/
But on this day, today,
her pillows wet/
Soaked as she wept
Dry spot silhouette/
Profiled a-side
The Valentine's Day mascara
Smeared eye, Liner/
Cast shadows dark
No remarks yet
Her face puzzled
When he suggested ways to mend her broken heart,
She laid down the law
Don't start was her rebuttal/
Him Attracted to her angry face
silly ways
Her movements of grace/
Even those subtle/

He states we can escape
A place just us two/
She replied i'm unable to love
and would love too/
No longer black and white
Nor night and day/
From four play
To fifty shades of grey
area in my life/
Despite, he's lustful beyond the physical/
Her scent leaves em in a trance pheromones/
Her flagrant fragrance Goes without saying/
A kinetic ******* Neurotic erotica/
Waves in the air like melodies
Humming stuck in your head like an harmonica/
She so attracted by his attraction, he leads on
She couldn't help but give him..........?

Im serving lifes with this pen/
Convicted for Killing time

Im

Eternally trapped within/
For my sins
Solitarily confined
In these lines
where do I begin/
Can you read between them
It never ends/
The margin is marginal/
Carte blanch
Ive over stepped my boundaries
Broke the rule cardinal/
Now Im in an invisible/
cell feeling miserable/
My time shouldve been
More productive
This is NA    Not Applicable/
23 hours in the whole
Lost ours in part
Another 60 gone/
Thought is food
scarf down words/
Appetite absurd clearly just observe/
work the mind
Stay fit/
only way to survive inside
Mental aerobics    Various signs/
Shape it
chin up chin down equals a syllable/
My own worst enemy
My dictions     despicable/
Train everyday to enhance
Considerable/
For I know never leaving
These sentences for life/
Are habitual/
Even before I got booked
They extradited my freedom/
The right to write
When I tried to free lance
I was just free writing/
They cuffed my free hands
Life sentence to this pen
Now they want my annihilation
Too many things gone missing punctuations