Young dumb: there is no hope

Wise old: Expansion      growth/
it's demanding    volts/
obstacles/
in view
somewhat a few/
of course
perhaps an obstacle course/
the whole gamut gauntlet
at times seems damning
daunting lost/
learn to manage take advantage of those hauntings/

Young: I'm exhausted...

Wise old: I won't/
let you fail when you feel like giving up, don't/
when you feel like you can't get up do/
when you feel like you stuck that's when you move/

Young dumb: people keep saying things
They should be helping me/

Wise old: Ha Ha the road to success is no A to B/
It's more like A-Z many unexpected stops in between/
It's your dream people can't see
Your goals you must achieve/
You want the good news first or the bad news?

Young Dumb: Bad news

Wise old: The bad news is ain't no one going to help/
Good news I just told you now you can prepare yourself/

\Sounds of theDoor opens slow/

Wife: Honey who you talking too?

Wise old: A question online what would a conversation sound between me now and the younger you.

The Person who provokes thought
should brace for an onslaught/
I know thats what I said
Ten thousand hours I practice patients/
Now I'm weightless/
Was a slippery ***** thus I stuck to the basics/
This Express I deliver the Galaxy Ispaceship/
My literature literally comes from the lesson of Thoth/
Scholarship cold calls
At least thats what I thought/
At most I didn't think/
Wim Hof
An idiot servant at being an idiot of course/
The source combined it/
The science in God
Gods in the Science/
Engineered every mind at its finest/
Resolve Nothing to prove/
I was intelligently ignorant
I didn't know what I couldn't do/
Such bliss
Some one stop please stop me/
Im off in a corner trying to understand fibonacci/
Lock key and throw it/
I'm not leaving this ** room until I know it/
Pardon My French
If you notice/
A consumate contemplater yes I lament/
OK i'm bracing.

Humble as a ***
I beg for your pardon,
Excuse my hunger pain
My thirst for knowledge,
Like Stephen king
Trying to make a career out of garbage
Sleep standing I never lie Honest?

Pandora's box of paradox/
fair enough wether fair or not/
no collaterals that parallel side to side lateral/
longitude to get latitude/
empirical
did the study
its comparing two/
polar opposite/
the magnitude approximate/
the art of it /
aesthetically
word architect/
why?
for the beauty lies
in truth of the eyes/
optic blind scrutinized
in a blaze of glorious do or die/ horrendously stupefied stupendously crucified  
and the winner is/
the first loser
take second...
let it flow through you/
positives negative the imperative slow user
that it's not important/
the leverage is
an even surface/
the question is
is it even worth it/
topped the bottoms was left deserted/
insides out dying for a purpose/ life/
surviving this
only now that I notice/
probably how does it grow/possibly from the seed composed/simply put it's complicated
I now understand my obligations/
the miss understood
all the bad has made it/
An utterly good obfuscation/

Raise Hell Until Its heaven,
Take a walk In the sky,
The forrest, the desert, the ocean my mind,
Is a space full of money with no sense inside,
Im just killing time   poetry   def  by design,
Rewind  Play  Fast   Forward  and  Pause
Weighing  out  my  options  to scale  the great wall,
Perfect  Imperfections A ceiling  with no flaws
If  Im mis-taking  Then I'll give it my all,
Take it or leave it I guess I'll do both,
As the Roots dig deeper,
you won’t you wouldn’t understand growth.

In a House filled with happiness,
I feel bummed,
With all these cape ability I should be super,
Man
Landlord Reservoir dogs last stand,
#hashtag Mr. unsung underdog underscore #hashtag
Average  the laws we defied,
A design, my Brain inside it's inscribed,
It reads, If you steal anything take time,
Explode on the world with, I built up mine,
The cup half full even when empty,
I see it full, of air,
we're,
On cloud nine,
Sky art From the project stare,
Sat talked had meals with million airs,
Shock the world that feeling, that feelings in the ear!
Compounded these thoughts,
Now Im a visionare, A visionary,
It's all rudimentary essentially dated,
The agnostic process has been vindicated,
Waited, Now I have to assimilate it,
My patients, is wearing well suited,
Guess it's back to the basics.