Whispered doubts come not from darkness but from truth.

and You: I know you're invested--
Probably more than you should be.

...But who am I to say:
"Save your soul and get away?"

Flipping, floating flurries 
My thoughts belong to me alone

And in the bed, with soft fanned air, 
Your body's grace and mind's desires
too often noticed by just you.

I won't call you no more
I can't love you no more
I won't bug you no more
I don't like you no more

Baby you sealed this fate
When you walked out our door.

So what am I still waiting for?
What am I still crying for?
I was born to be a star.
No foot on my back anymore.

Be careful what you wish for.
Just be careful what you wish for.

I won't come around no more,
and you can't hurt me anymore.

Hear ya laughing
at TV--
You should be
Holding back my hair.

I woke up
From a coma
And I could not
Find you there.

I buy and wrap
My birthday gifts--
write your name
On the card.

I wanna trust your
'Good Intentions'
But you make it
Really hard.

You look in a pond
And you
See your
Own reflection.

You're crazy hot
And beautiful
And you love
All that attention.

You're missing
All the magic
That life
Has to bring,

But when
I try to show ya,
You do this
Sarcastic thing.

I really want
To love you.
I'd make you
Feel so high...

I really want
To like you,
But you're angry
All the time.

Why can't I
Just leave you?
Cuz we're connected
At the soul.

I always thought
I'd love a man
Who made me feel
Like gold.

I'm stuck to you though,
Baby,
Just like you're
Stuck to me.

But some days...
Some days...
I dream that
I am free.

I am free!
I am free!
I love ya,
But I'm free!

I'm a ride or die
But I'm in ICU
Tell me that you'll fight for me
Or Ima die on you

You  imagine you're Golden
Strutting down these shining streets-
Well that was me, my little Sweets
Tossing glitter at your feet.

Your path won't be so bright
Without me now.

May your memories of the worst of me
Consume thee, follow, swallow thee.
Not knowing what will never be --like
never free. Not like me.

May joy always elude you
And may the blackest cloud surround you
Until your final, dismal day
When you realize no one loves you.

You want to know how far I've come?
Test my battery with your tongue
And don't think you're
The only one.

Love is mean?
I'm not mean.
You're so mean,
So ******* mean.

We always do what YOU want.
You've never known what I want.
You never really cared to know
Wow now! you're sorta scared to know!

But you know me.
I'm easy, my Sweet.
You're my ride--
Just play n repeat.

Your tears--not of gold,
But of arsenic and clove
Sting my outsides,
Burn my insides--
Baby you're so ******* cold.

Get me BAKED
By honey sunshine,
Side by side and intertwined.
Give our ******* up
To ocean breezes--
Leave our troubled past behind.