Would y'ave liked me better
If my insane had a bow on it?

Cuz like maybe you'da had like
a lot more to show for it?

Like you really thought you'd
landed gold, man, cmon.

Like, what've you done to deserve
landing gold? I mean...

I am a figure in your life's
worst nightmare it seems

You know cuz I'm like yo
REALITY QUEEN

Now do what you want or
Do what you must

Turn your back
Close your eyes
and will me to dust.

Aim low.
Glide slow.
Don't stop dreaming,
We will fly.

First show me this city
Fade to sleep,
Under our feet,
while our eyes beam sky.

You don't need me,
So I like you.
Shades of cruel
are shades of cool.

You're so good.
(That's what you say.)
Don't want you
Any other way.

Rebel minds with
Rebel souls.
I'm your girl.
You make the rules.

If I'm wrong,
You'll let me know.
Grab-pull me tight:
Just don't let go.

Strong and safe,
I feel you here.
Yank me, push me,
Pull me near.

Feet firm on Earth,
My soul can't stray.
No, you won't let me
Go away.

God-Blue Gold,
Your song I've sung
and ground to dust,
Laid on my tongue

and in my nose.
Feel burn, taste tin,
You hurt so good--
Slapped sunburnt skin.

In and out
How goes my breath.
I sprinkle more
On breath at depth.

Feel at peace.
Feels like success.
A job well done
while I'm at rest.

Could it possibly
get better than this?

One more sniff
just can't be wrong.
I taste your bitter
Promise Song.

And I know
You'd never lie.
Blue-Ground Gold,
You make me high.

I'll breathe and sigh.
I smoke I sigh
And maybe for a moment
Die

I welcome numb slow dark
I sigh
Can't think of better way
To die

When Heaven slams me back
I find
My hurt-true love
Has robbed me blind

You're a trip, ****!
Walking my strip,
Goofy spring in your step
With your ***** and your chick.

You've got nerve, man,
and you can't afford it.
Got no rights to your swagger--
There's no cool to support it.

Learn some new tricks
Long as you're hangin round
Through my night-lit-up window
Bring a pen, write it down.

Toss your coin in a well.
Now dive back in to get it.
Surprise! This well is dry.
Oops! You just smashed your head in.

I thought I was your whole world,
but you kissed your world Good-Bye.
I'm still waiting for you, Gorgeous
with an unbelieving mind.

You and Me, yes we're a Toxic Pair
Toxic pair, a toxic pair.
Ya know what? I don't ******* care.
I don't care! I don't care!

We'll hurt no one but each other,
and that pain, it won't last long.
We'll each lick it off the other
Then hold hands and yell love songs.

They're all written just for us, you know,
to sing inside our Cardboard Box.
  And if you can't find your way home,   Sweetheart,
Just follow my trail of lucky rocks.

Whirlpool water--
See the water go 'round?
Some thoughts are like that,
They never touch ground.

I knew I was guarded,
and that wasn't fair--
but my Ugly had reached heights
I thought no one should bear.

I thought it was a given
that you'd always be mine...
but I didn't listen,
and now it's good-bye.

Through the years all the badness
You saw in me--your adored--
I guess it comes to a point where
disgust can't be ignored

I do not blame you,
I'm just so ******* sad
To think of the future that we'll
Never have.

God! What I'd give to flip that
Whirlpool switch,
Start the world swirling backward
to erase all this ****!

But I guess it's too late
Your memories can't be wiped.
(...or can they be, Baby?
  I'll do EVERYTHING right)

No one will ever love you
As deeply as I--
But even so, you'll probably
be better off next time.

I'm sorry you loved me!
So sorry you loved me!
I'm sorry you wasted
15 years of your time...

But just know how very
Happy you made me
When I'd look at the beauty of you
("he is mine!")