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Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
You two look great together.
Some may even say
a match made in heaven.
He's my best friend,
almost like my brother,
and you . . .
You were my everything-

This relationship was my
Armageddon.

The two most important
people in my life
committed
the most horrendous
betrayal
known to a man's heart.

I was fooled, I was played.

Both of you grabbed my heart
and just destroyed it;
y'all tore it apart.

My soul,
my smile,
my everything
was just an illusion.

I loved this woman,
heart and soul.

And he,
who I thought was my brother,
knew exactly how I felt
for this woman.
He knew I wanted to give her
my name.

But they both schemed
a plan together.

Traitors.

And now I'm here,
drunken with anger and hate.
Asking myself,
"What did I do wrong
to receive this fate?"
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
With the moon
shining bright;
all of my secrets,
all of my sins,
the night keeps.

The perfect night
with my sweet lover
solitude.
The seducing caressings
from my mistress,
my bed.
The comfort and supporting
that my girlfriend,
my pillow,
gives me.

A beautiful and simple night.

The crickets serenading
with their harmonies
so sweetly
to the stars that shine
so bright.

When you can hear
the echo
of a soundless
and peaceful night,
the darkness
blanketing you
with its warmth,
and
when you can hear
the clarity
of your voice
inside your head.

A beautiful and simple night.
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
Snorting
lines of burned ashes
of a rose,
getting drunk
off
men's tears
whose
heart is broken.
Injected
myself with
solitude from a
lonely man
who has
absolutely
nothing.
My heart inhaling
love stories,
but
exhales passion.
An addict is
who I am.
Truly believing
that
flaws,
imperfections,
and
insecurities
make a woman
a woman.

Three rare, but beautiful combinations.
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
Witnessing
the birth of the sun
each morning,
its beautiful crisp
with its
almighty
golden presence
caressing,
not just my face,
but
my soul
as well.

Lighting,
not just my dark eyes,
but fueling
the little light
that still is dimming
in this
dark mind of mine.

Allowing me
to have just a small taste
of
self-peace,
self-assurance,
just allowing me
to feel alive
for just a
brief second.

And as the sun is
caressing me,
if I close my eyes,
I can feel,
I can hear,
its roar in the sky;
but instead of
being frightened,
peace and serenity
rushes through
every single fiber
of my
existence.

That peace
that assures me
that I'm still alive,
even
when I think
that
I'm dead.

Peace.
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
She loves being
pinned down,
she loves being submissive,
she loves him
to take control,
not just with her body,
but
with her soul.

He's her King;
knowing
that no matter what,
he would be
her
absolute
everything.

Promising
that no matter what,
they
would make it
through anything.

He loves being in control,
he loves
pushing
her against the wall,
pulling her hair
softly,
yet rough.

Treating her
as the Queen that she is,
he would move
mountains
just to see her
grin.

At the end,
it really never mattered
what she wore.
He could see through
everything,
he could see pass through
skin, nerves, & bones.

He could see her
lovely & naked
soul.
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
Every morning
waking up to you
would make up
for every
mistake I have
ever made in the past.

Your love
filling scars
that my soul
thought were never
going to be filled,
especially noticed
by anything,
or anyone.
Your kisses
bathing my body,
and your presence
sheltering
my existence.
Jaee Derbéssy Aug 2014
I smile at her;
she walks up to me,
smacks
the Hell outta me,
grabs my head,
pulls me closer,
and
whispers,
"I swear I'm nice,
I just look grumpy
all the time"
and kisses me
passionately
and
as soon
as I can respond,
she
walks away.
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