Sometimes you're a photograph
faded deep in my mind.
Suddenly strong feelings
are rushing through
my existence,
that no matter how hard
I try,
I just cannot hide.
Sometimes when I close my eyes,
I can feel your presence
on my skin.
Once believing
that you were Heaven's blessing
poured into my well,
but then after all the shattering
you caused,
I still torment myself
by telling me that no matter
what,
you were still my most
precious and beautiful sin.
Though I know I deserve
someone whom
wants to share
her years and soul with me,
you're still that dark cloud
that haunts me
and won't allow me to see.
Confusing dilemma
between love and hate,
not knowing
if this is a test
or if our luckless romance
was fate.
Although you were
my absolute everything,
now that you vanished,
I feel absolutely empty.
I no longer feel anything.
But even after all of this,
you will always be
that beautiful thought,
that mistake one day to me brought.
Un maldito amor-
A ****** love.