Wait a second..
My heart used to beat when he texted me
But now I find him kind of annoying

Wait
He used to be the bright part of my day
Now he's the hard part of my day

Wait
I thought I liked him
But now im confused if I do at all
Is he just a friend?

Wait a second...

Well, the time has ended
I won't see him for a while
Now what?

Do I text him everyday?
Do I wait for his texts?
What do I do?

I'm so confused what to do now


Now what?

It's been a few days
I feel better now
Or rather different

We are gonna be friends
Unless the world tears us apart
Because it's different there

He says he's happy
But he also cried to me
I don't understand

It's just different now

I want him to be happy
He means a lot to me
More than he'll ever know

They were gonna break up
Maybe I would have a chance
I could make him the happiest person ever

They stayed together
I'm happy for him
But sad for me

I want him to be happy
But I wanna be happy too
But there's someone else

She is like a sister to me
I could never be mad
Just sad

He was near me today
It felt so nice
I think

He looked into my eyes
It was so cute
I think

We walked with each other
It was fun
I think

We hung out a lot
It was different, but enjoyable
I think....

I had some morals
Strong ones if I must say

But this past month or so
I've thrown them all away

I have some regrets
I don't feel great

But the worst part is
It's him to doesn't appreciate

I'm disappointed
Didn't see this coming

But gotta keep going on with life
Simply just humming

I don't know what i feel
I thought I did
I guess I don't

He loves another
As do I
Why are we together?

I don't know if I like the other
But I'm sure I don't like him

He tries so hard
Yet doesn't care at all

Does he notice my signal of distance?
Does he notice my pain?

All I know is that
There is another