It must be nice to be able to lay next to someone that continuesto prove that they love you with every fiber of their being.  But you only notice the one that has done nothing but hurt you that's laying on the other side of you.  You choose pain and misery over happiness and joy.  It must be nice to be so painfully ignorant.  My only wish is that you would at least make it seem like you care instead of being cold to love

Life what is the point to it all we do is ruin everything we touch today we ruin someone else tomorrow the world drowns in hellfire but today I lay my soul to rest I allow it to completely leave my body the knife in my hand is my release but my mind is telling me to put it down but my heart is saying put it down but make sure it's through a major blood vessel that way I no longer ruin and or destroy the ones I love and care about unrequited love is the equivalent of  death so I might as well make it so

They say that darkness cloaks and choke everything including light then why do when I find darkness my light I'd never eclipsed instead it brightens trying to purge the darkness only to make a little progress only to get swallowed up in the darkness never to be seen from again I used to hide a dagger of light in my cloak now it's in my back for remember darkness swallows everything including light my light is located in the heart of darkness

the pain i'm in is unreal its severe when i have no idea why i miss you but i hate you more than this plane of existence the way you hurt me is unforgivable at least give me a ******* choice on what happens to my blood.  the pain hits randomly and cripples me whenever i hear our song i cant move when i see something of yours i want to die but i cant end this pain because i would have to end myself

you're beautiful so I tell you and even after everything I've been through you still choose me to make you smile but you don't see that when we fight I wilt and die and you'll never notice because I can stay a happy person with this mask of flowers

It's been ten months and I still miss you like I did the first day we spilt it's been ten months why do you still depsise me?  I didn't mean to ***** up I tried my hardest to manage how you wanted me to be but still and then him how do you live with doing that to someone