Omitted*
So ******* ready.

She still makes my heart skip
Every time she smiles.
I will fight for that smile.
Wait it out.

Caught in a hurricane.
My skin is freezing beyond the point of goosebumps,
I'm letting go-
Holding on and you're letting go
Let me go.

Fingers slipping
Frozen
Wet.
My grasp weakens, you're breaking away.
Maelstrom to my harbor.

I can't breathe,
Every gasp I take is water,
Drowning every time.
My air is gone.

Blacked out sun.
It's like night
But not as beautiful.
This is a swamp of pain
I can't let go.

I will sail
Torn flags, I will sail
By God I will sail.
Maelstrom, hurricane, thunderstorm,
I will hold on.

I can't control myself.
*I got it.

May what he can, be.
And what he sees is, tree.
And up there, upside.
There's gravity that goes,
Left.
Don't look right.

How he makes the birds sing,
I'll never know.
He turns black to blue
And makes each day new.

How soft this golden glow
Breaks through the window,
As Apollo makes his rounds,
Giving life, and love, to all things on the ground.

If music be the food of love,
                My ears are never hungry.