Shove, Push
Punch, Kick
I don't know when to stop
I have no control
I don't know how to do anything
Over and over again I do it
I push you all away
And then wish someone would come and save me
But not anymore I've changed
I'll push you away
And I'll never come back
I can't keep doing this, it kills me to see
You all okay and without me there
But at the end of the day
I didn't want you there