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Jackie Feb 2013
To love someone
And have the fear that they wont love you back
Is a scary thought
Creeping in the back of my mind
The fear of being lost
Like my soul I search
Hoping to find someone of my kind
But slowly losing that thought
You see to love
Is to let someone in
So close they can see your demons
But still stay
Hoping they don't get scared
Run away
We all want love
But never want to put in the effort
We all want happiness
But never want to let go of the negativness
Don't settle for less
Just because you want to be loved
Don't shoot for the stars
If you fear you will fall
Never lose sight of what you want in life
We've all been heartbroken
But love is worth it all
Jackie Feb 2013
I was taught to be myself
That knowledge was the best kind of wealth
That I would grow up to be someone great
Now that's all demolished because of the hate
Trying to find myself
In a world full of lost people
Is like trying to find a piece of hay
In a pile full of needles
Everywhere I go
I get poked
People with all their gay jokes
Or the ones who try and tell me that God doesn't love me
Oh I'm sorry I didn't know you spoke for the Big Man up above me
And people ask the dumbest question
I feel obligated to give sarcastic answers
See the ones who judge me
Are usually the ones who don't know me
I can be your best friend
Or your worst enemy
It all depends on how you treat me
And people usually don't understand
That I'll be hated forever
Even if I can get married anywhere
Hatred will live on forever
Which we shouldn't be proud of
And what will our children think
When they look back at our history
Oh they hated gay people
Like that's some big mystery
See I could talk about this all day
I'll take my pride all the way to my grave
Live each day as if it were my last
While you're busy hating me
I'll just look at you and laugh

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