In this very moment I'm feeling, still dissatisfied, but content with being Incomplete. I feel that I'm standing on the brink of success and Death is holding my hand and Fate is kissing my throat and I'm shy. Really shy.
I inhale storm clouds like smoke. Never do I cough. I want to see how far I can destroy myself and whatever else there Is. I carry a hammer with the hopes of destruction
I used to think that rolling up my sleeves was a challenge. Show me what you’re made of. But time has no meaning to me Anymore. My scars mingle on the in and out and nothing new or old means much Anymore.
I remember lying in bed together and thinking of poetry instead of action. Rarity Rarity. Thinking of poetry instead of you. Rolling over and that was the end of it
Something hurt as I awoke so I took the kitchen knife to carve it out. Painstakingly, I remember the note you left in my jacket pocket when you gave it back to me that afternoon. I am a whole lot of aches but it feels better with this gaping hole gushing blood.
Much of my life as been spent sitting in the back seat of various cars. I have dreamt my life away. Today has been very reminiscent much like any other day. I always lose myself and those are my favorite moments. I feel alone in all that I do.
Cold weather remind me of every romance. Romance is dead. I am different and boy, Boy, can I hit the bottom quick. I’m real sad and real lonely and it’s all I ever wanted to be.
I'm giving you the creeps. I don't even know what I need. I am no help to anyone. Myself I am no one. No one can help me. I don't even know what I need. Help me Help me
I am forever unhappy and I never feel clean. I'm tearing us apart and that may be okay. Perhaps one day my bones will feel as good as when you held my hand and kissed my jaw.
I hate the blood that runs through my veins. Weekly, I drain myself and boil it upon the stove. Anger is a comfort. I hate the blood that is so close to mine I'm an angry son of a *****.
Chewing on glass I broke every bottle that I could get my hands on. Chewing on glass I'm never satisfied with the blood that pours through my teeth. I shoot a fine stream through the gap and it's all fun and games. I like how it stains my teeth and every other part of me. Forget late, I never bloomed.
I better tell all my friends that I'm Dying. Because that's the only thing that seems logical to do. I'm running out of coffee and the fan just fell out of the ceiling. Running the blood is pouring from my hands God, I'm beautiful right now.
Sometimes I get so filled up that I spill over. All my liquids spill through my teeth and out my mouth. I can’t stop laughing and I can’t stand up straight. I can’t tell if I embarrass her or not.
I’d forgotten what you even looked like. You grabbed me by my Coattails and spun me around. You brought me in real close And tight. You revealed my face And let out one single Lovely Breath. My lungs filled with a whole new life And never have I ever Smelled such a miraculous scent. Everything around me was affected By your presence. My love and lust for the Cold Vanished and with your guidance I became a new creature And then I ran.