Red and white,
Depictions of futility,
Make this existance,
Pointless

The silence
is unbearable
when I'm alone

In those moments,
When the world slows,
To a stand-still,
And the seconds,
Take an eternity to pass,
Don't you wish,
It would all just be,
Over

I am lost for words,
What is good?
So I shall write,
An envisionment,
Of goodness:

A smile,
Painted on blue lips,
Cold hands revived,
Holding my own,

Answers,
Fill the throbbing void,
That remained hollow,
For so long,

Sky,
Soft and blue,
Dusted amidst stars,
In which we fade,

Then will we be,
Genuine

I am drowning,
Suffocating,
Under the weight,
Of obligation,
And complications,
Out of my control,
All that I ask for,
Is a way out

The guilt,
That twists itself,
Through the darkness,
Burning red,
Only makes it harder,
To hold on