All the words in the dictionary wouldn’t be enough
To describe her work I’d be left stuck
Thinking back to all she has done
Loved me unconditionally when no one else would
Made me her world cause she knew no one else could
Stuck by me always even when I ignored her
I can’t thank her enough for all that she’s done
But I can love her forever before she’s gone

I hide behind a wall
A wall of masculinity
Taught to be a stone that never cries
I hide the pain
Chase it away
I let the thoughts roost inside my head
Tormenting me as I lay in bed
This stone wall a curse
I'll never forget
All the things I never said
The more I hide the worse it gets
But I'll never show them that side again

All my life I’ve been compared to those I’ll never be
But when I need the most support they all abandoned me
Now I’m broken beyond repair
Sitting there with a blank icy stare
My family looking back not knowing, that they were the fall of me…

There are times in which I wonder
If it was ever worth it to love
I forged a heart of stone only to have you melt it down
Now I sit there on the ledge once again let down
You opened me up and left a hole
From that hole I’ll smith again a heart so cold
I promise you I’ll never love again