In disbelief I say to myself and into the mirror,

My whispers are quiet and contain,

Secretly believing your gaze is in sight of mine,

Capturing the muse of the melody of my heart and mind,

Trying to get the attention of the all ,Oh mighty one?

Could you hear the untapped screams I call out to you?

Hear me raw and chew off the fat,

Look what's in front of you,

You unreasonably problematic "IDIOT"

Repulsion is just another habit ,

Slap, Bite, and Kick,

My *** is still in place,

My mouth is where it left off,

Come at me and say it,

Coward of a mice,

Shall I say, *****?

A very clever bread of dog I must say,

Applause for learning something new

Everyday.

I am sorrow,

Overcast-ed by droplets of H20
and a grey outlook,

From an island of depression
By not able to withstand the voices of the house,

I'm from an unknown land
Where my forbidden thoughts linger,

I'm from bed to chair to walk,
Secret tears on the isolated
Bare floor,
Waiting to vaporize into
The thick oxygen,

From arms to legs griped together,
From dreams to nightmares,
From fiction to reality.

Portraying this sweet satisfaction,

Embracing you in my arms,

Acknowledging your presents in my slumber,

Eyes so weary drifting far within reach,

Stargazing into fiction,

Patronizing chances of seeking your secrets and wishes,

Thick oxygen in and out,

Fading into white,

Stay,

and join this adventure of dreams.

Parting my subtle fingers, touching the silky,mellifluous hair

Slowly moving beneath,

Placing my hand beside ,

Drawn to your marvelous, profiled, sculpted, jawline

Teasing fore play and kisses,

Without wasting hesitation,

Removing fabrics swinging in rage across the room,

Bare back and body,

Temperature rising,

Top to bottom,

As you harden and drenched,

Your rugged , tempestuous hands,

Throwing a weak influenced temptation,

Into a lustful haze, spinning  

An imitation on repeat,

The heat intoxicating , inflaming the bonds between our desires,

Penetrating  our virginity,

Throbbing in and outwards,

Notion the anguish and agony ,

Discomforting in moving surfaces,

I plead within your name ,

Carelessly tugging and hanging onto your body,

Arms flung around your waist,

As you angrily demanded more from me,

Ordering  to continue on wards,

The obsession grew expectantly,

A new form of  infatuation,

Thrusting relentlessly,

Earsplitting moaning,

Sensual whispers,

Piercing marks ****** ,

Licked,

A Sign of ownership,

Smacking grip below,

Letting go uncontrollably,

Reaching  into the endearing ******,

Seizure,

Absolute Bliss.

Your  Delicate, Char, Intoxicating, eyes are foretelling,
yearning
for I,
But your heart is disdained ,
Wandering,
Fragile and remote from the affection thrown to you,
Possibly distress and Remitting,
Respiring  explanations and  justifications,
My declarations are not near as endearing as yours,
Heed my words,
My ambition,
Desire,
Inclination,
Will power,
Wish,
Beyond all ,
Become my completed whole,
Admitting My Dear is as painfully to be pure ,
I Shall withstand it,
No other shines ,
Or reflects rays of the heavens,
From above and beneath,
My sinful demand is and Only One,
Be mine.

Regaining the renewed feelings of this world that I had

been open to before,

Is starting to flow right back into this,

lonesome body which has been restrained

From the reality of boundaries,

I shall begin again so that my fragments shall

be spoken through words and emotions,

Give me a sign,

Give me inspiration,

Give me a reason,

It's all coming back,

This is it,

The sensibility,

The obligations,

The muse,

Passion over whelming my senses and taste buds,

Let these blood cells and nerves fly into rage,

Let Me Run ,

Through these  declarations untamed and irrational,

Oh joy, Welcome me once again.