Do you mind the dwelling breeze across your face?
From across such a small yet far distance,
I long for an compassionate embrace,
You have no idea how much I crave each day for you,
Is it such an unreasonable wish to have a simple hello,hug, and a smile to brighten my lifeless days,
Even though it may seem hopeless and childish,
One day I hope to meet someone like you,
Your something to my ideal treasure,
I miss you.

Dance with the trees,
Leaping into the air like a mystical swan,
The mid warm exotic flowers and plants that lie about,
Flying fish flapping and swinging into the clear illuminating lake,
Balancing the balances that contains the energy,
Here and there,
Up and forward,
Down and sideways,
Step by step,
Learning by the movement of the tree,

As long as I’m near you, I’ll make sure to make you  happy,
As I face sad difficulties and struggles on my own,
As I become weak and fall down until I can no longer bare to get up on my ****** dreadful feet,
I can look up and see, your waiting for me in black and white,
To see the slights smile upon your golden face of beauty,
How is it possible that such a thing could be made into this world?
Even if I had no legs or arms I’ll rush to your side even if I have no energy left and drained blood pouring out of my body,
All I wish to see is your indication that you are happy I was a part in your life,
Most of all, A part in your heart,
That I would wish could become mine and mine to become yours,
No words can say what it feels, only what you hear though our hearts,
The beating, the skipping, the fluttering,
As I lay here, beside me I see myself reminiscing to an unreachable melody of an instrument creating a song of grace, connecting two souls together,
I hear and hear the long ring lines that turn to straight line of emptiness,
I see and I see your tearful h2o of the seven seas of sorrows,
From clear to red,
I hold your hand,
My dear, Oh so graceful and lovely,
You shall not think of this as a farewell or goodbye,
For only I am going to sleep for a while,
So that I may rest for hibernating like a grizzly bear,
Do not think other then what I say,
When it is time,
Take my word and trust,
I promise I will come back,


These words will last forever,
My dear,

Eyes shut and no movement,
For that leaves a warm heart,

The pained feeling flowing in my mind and lungs,

Anger flaming still lingers and also the dreadful sadness developing fast,

Like another day battling with the emptiness,

To live or never to be able to have a heart beat again,

My eyes losing focus and despair leaking in my injuries from the past,

So much madness,

No sighs of grace,The time and effort put into.

Just so I can scream my lungs of separation at my own kind,

Say the words and praise of failed efforts, Because that's what I deserve right now.

I'm not proud,Not one bit.

Don't realize to understand,

A two faced wall can describe a person so easily.

As the sun appears and goes as it pleases,

My days of weeks seem so long and lonesome,

Day by mornings I have the greed of attention inside of me,

To see if I'm hear,but no one seems to know I'm here with a voice,

A voice that is not noticed for all to hear,

Am I really in need for unwanted affection and attention?

Would it give them the care in the world if I wasn't here by there side?

Why put on an act of devotion toward those fools I call my friends?

Why waste my time if your not willing to do the  same, for me ?

You fool.

I'm fighting with myself,

Looking for a savior,

In those nights I search for falling angels to save me,

Could I be lost,would you find me here?

For years and years take about my beating ***** and my miserable sorrow which has been disappearing each minute.

Will it last anymore,will I be able to take the hateful pain to keep this fake smile and emotions.

Forgive me,But I can no longer keep this up forever.

Can I do this without falling just like  the others?

Hopefully It's never to late.

Save my grace and time.