my heart is broken slowly being crushed by the ones who are supposed to love me
fracturing and cracking piece by piece it shatters
pain surges though out my body and i cry out
the shock is to much to bear tears pour from my eyes  as lay on the floor
dead on the inside and it slowly on the out
so cold so numb i cant even feel my heart the beating has stop alone the only sound is tears and the last pieces of my heart hitting on the floor

screaming screaming
can anyone hear me
how long have i been here
i have no clue
screaming screaming
till my voice slowly dies away
will anyone ever hear me
screaming screaming
into the silent night

the pain in my head can not compare to the pain in my heart
i miss him so
i know the love was short lived but still i miss him
his voice in my ears
his image in my head
i still feel his touch and warm embrace
now i move on to a new love and a new pain

a heart cold as ice
it float like a glacier in a sea of darkness
it melts when exposed to the heat of love and happiness
then freezes again at moments of sadness and hate
your heart is cold and alone
its an  iceberg that not even i could break no matter what i do your cold heart throws me back into your dark sea
but i must go i have given up
i swim away from your dark sea to reach a new place away from your cold dark heart
as i swim something within the ice calls to me
i cant look back i must carry on while you stand there and stare from within your frozen prison

a strange liquid falls from their  eyes
it pours down their flesh
their bodies drop and shut down
screams of pain and agony are brought fourth
i bring the pain  i bring the sorrow
i rob them of their life and shallow them whole
i devour  their soul and rip though their flesh

i dont know how much more i cant take
im sick of the hate;i sick of all the rejection
sometimes i think;
why i am i still here
why i am i still living
why do i try to live up to their expectations
why should i care when there is no point
they just raise them higher and higher i just want to be free
but when i try to fly, im shot down left bleeding and dying
my heart bleeds the  not by physical wound but emotional one
i put up the walls   and runaway
i let my walls down and they break them apart

death follows me like a dark cloud
it swallows me and takes me over
cold dark  pain i must have more
as they die i must carry on
when is it my turn to be free of my mortal restraints