alone again
my heart lies spattered upon the floor as my world crumbles its crushed over and over again
i feel the pain and hate rise again
they say they love me but do they mean it or i am i just falling again
everyone around me is happy and loved
while i sit in the dark and cry alone

they all want me to cry
they all want me to die
i feel torn apart inside and out
i dont know why
all i want to do is cry
all i want to is die

dark seduction takes you over
a touch cold as ice
sharp pricing fangs slice into the soft sweet flesh
your old life drains away and the next flood in as the kiss take you over

deep dark sweet
i feel the crimson rush pass my lips and flow over my tongue
it feel slide down my throat
i crave it i love it i need it

the dark angel sit watching it's last sunset
with wings ready for flight. to fly where?
no one knows
wings of night, wings of fright they do fly
to feast upon eternal life to rest before the sunrise
only to rise again

im trapped in a box
a box that is hidden somewhere deep inside
it's cold , dark, and lonely in here
nothing goes in and nothing goes out
i can leave my box anytime i want
but why should i?
so i can feel the pain, the sadness
so i can see the hate and the deceit
so i can taste the bitter sweetness of being unloved and unwanted
i think not, not today
but someday

the darkness is a friend
the darkness is a foe
it protect me from the light and keeps me whole
as the darkness grows t feel more alone
yet part of me is drawn to the light
the light stings my eyes and burns my flesh
i return to the darkness and this is where  i will remain till im ready for the light